whatislove

2009-07-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

Wakakaka..wad heppen to blogger?freakin weird
anw it's 25 again...how time fliessssssssss
anw yesterday was fun =)
first period debate...durga speaks so wellll
den follow by ss...Sri Lanka SEQ
Eeeee Maths ..nth much
recess...went canteen with honey..
like so crazy..she laughed at the way i eat fruits...lalala
Amaths...nth much
Geo..nth much too...
there's coke on boonyu's table...so i clean it...and surprisingly there's no ants..how weird
but russell say it was not suppose to clean it =X
ve....nth much though
after school choir notice board..it's so colourful..
almost done..just left with the committee and teacher's columm..
after that went canteen makan with nona...
den boonyu join us russell join us later too...
so funneh....we crap alotzzzzz....
we like so engrossed with the bb..all is it onli me...haha joke...
so fun la....den boonyu and nona went home le...
i went to join billy and jiboon for a talk...
asking billy stupid qns and he blushed like crazy..hahahaha
waited for perry and went home =)

IMY SO MUCHHHHHH =(
and ohya change the blogskin =)
leave a tag ppl..
nites

2009-07-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

no mood...
change song

You're the direction I follow.
To get home.
When I feel like I can't go on.
You tell me to go.
And it's like I can't feel a thing.
Without you around.
Don't mind me if I get weak in the knees.
'Cause you have that affect on me.
You do.
Everything you say.
Every time we kiss I can't think straight.
But I'm ok.
And I can't think of anybody else.
Who I hate to miss.
As much as I hate missing you.
Months going strong now.
And no goodbye.
Unconditional, unoriginal.
Always by my side.
Meant to be together.
Meant for no one but each other.
You love me, I love you harder.
So.... Everything you say.
Every time we kiss I can't think straight.
But I'm ok.
I can't think of anybody else.
Who I hate to miss.
As much as I hate missing you.
So please give me a hint.
So please give me a lesson on how to steal.
To steal a heart as fast as you stole mine.
As you stole mine.
Everything you say.
Every time we kiss I can't think straight.
But I'm ok.
I can't think of anybody else.
Who I hate to miss.
As much as I hate missing you.
So please give me a hint.
So please just take my hand.

2009-07-15T02:59:00.000-07:00

I am super bad mood alright
all this bullshit pissin me off like wth.............
i am so disappointed,tired,sad,angry......zzzzzzz mixed feelings
i tot we could go back to the time as b4...
in the end i got it all wrong again...
i tot u would choose to go with me rather den them...
but u still left ....u didn even tell me why u are sad...and u jolly well lied to me...
thinkin that i noe wad happen
......
accused by ldr...he tot i didn wan go joggin with him..but i really not feelin well..he said i lazy..
ok crap...den i got accused by another him...he tot i lying to him..but i didn...DAMMn
and found out sth today...
i was wonderin why u nvr been talkin to me...
so thats the reasons huh...
there's rumors abt us...
den u dun like it..so u avoid me?????
and u dun bother abt this friendship anymore???
how heartless...
i am always there when u are down..
be ur listening ear...
the one who worried that u will do foolish stuff again
cause i treated u as MY FRIEND
in the end u said u dun care abt this friendship!!!
ha...style
LALALALALA
i got so fed up alright
thanks vanthi for singing 'you're not alone 'for me during recess
so sweet of her..i cried when she sang...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
and now i noe I AM THE STAIN WHEREBY U GUYS WANT TO ERASE rite...
fine...not gonna give a dammm...
yayayaya...all study more important....................
dun even bother to ask wad happen to me..and u call urself my friend???
joke....
after skl...super fed up too...cant believe that i got the power to cry all the way back to home
dang dang dang..i should learn how to be heartless
thus i wun get hurt.........
lalala
dun tell me anything like u 'll be there or wad....
i dun like empty promises.......zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-07-10T20:20:00.000-07:00

lalalalalala...came to retrieve my blog from rottinn...
but i dunno wad to update heheh
talk abt yesterday den....
short simple day....
VE was Funnneh....
Sexuality talk...so coollllllllllll
so much joke out of it......
lalalala...and oh ya i seriously islike ppl like him........zzzzzzz
dun look down on ppl can....so proud
zzzzzzzzzzzz....if i am not stupid how could u be smart den...........
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..everybody is different alright....pisseed
study study study..many many many test comin up soon.........RAWR
sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............
lalalal
woke up early today..went mac to have my breakfast...
yummy hot cakes.......zzzz
hopefully i could cut my hair later...zzzzz
i want to go library but no one accompanying me......
too bad...k la bye ppl
update soon....
stay tuneddddd

2009-07-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

I want to reboot my brain I'm freakin Stress!!!!
I wannt to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
lalalalalaallalallalalalla
wth........................

yesterday skl ended early went to sell our stressballs to teachers...weird..
haha..didn earn alot
after dat went to sp with honey
went kfc..and we talk alot alot alot of crapsC
den went to eat my Mcflurry ...home sweet home after dat

today went to sp to meet up with samuel and christine,yanru didn turn up
lalalalalala..
bought laptop but cant log in to the net so samuel suggest to go to lan...
lalalala..wth ...so noisy..in the end he at there play...
me and christine went mac and eat Mcflurry
after finish waited for perry to join me...
he went to buy assessment books......
funneh lah him...buy so many..treat me like a maid...
den went mac to eat chocolate sundae
lalala ate so many ice cream....
I am super super tired

2009-07-01T04:25:00.001-07:00

so today was a pretty short day too
stay back after school to pack stress balls and stuff
went bbt with nona ,minki,chairman,and saw mayying..chit chatted
den saw daddy cool....hahaha
keep my post short simple sweet bye peepos

2009-06-30T04:23:00.000-07:00

lalala so long nvr update...so deadddddddddddd
monday was a superbbbbbbbb long day for me time table changezzzzzzzzz
3.10 end schooll
dang and i got to meet mrs ng 3 times on mon,OMG...hopefully i survive
i lazy explain wad happen yesterday le..
oh ya change pe cher to mr fadli....

den today was a superb short day for me
skl end at 12 55 =)))))))
first:emaths=)jus do worksheet
second:Physics nth much
third:amaths do hw
fourth :ss slackkkkkkkkkkk
Recess
fifth:eng nth much
sixth:geo slack
end skl ...lalala
den went to geylang east library to study...
den went loiter around with a precious stone...random
change my blog song

妳說了壹萬遍的妳愛我
妳說了什麽我都懂
因爲愛很久所以我都懂

可是我發現沒人能永久
就算我們曾勾勾手
還是會寂寞沒有妳之後
我才明白的更多

妳看著我來我看著妳走
生命有太多分分合合難免要承受的痛
妳看著我來我看著妳走
就算捂住耳朵我還能聽見妳呼吸的溫柔

妳說了壹萬遍的妳愛我
妳說了什麽我都懂
因爲愛很久所以我都懂
可是我發現沒人能永久
就算我們曾勾勾手還是會寂寞沒有妳之後
我才明白的更多

妳看著我來我看著妳走
生命有太多分分合合難免要承受的痛
妳看著我來我看著妳走
就算捂住耳朵我還能聽見妳呼吸的溫柔

妳看著我來我看著妳走
生命有太多分分合合難免要承受的痛
妳看著我來我看著妳走
就算摀住耳朵我還能聽見妳呼吸的溫柔
就算我會心痛妳的好永遠都填滿我心

2009-06-25T20:56:00.000-07:00

lalallalala..nvr update for a long time...
lets start from wed...went out to tm with huiting to meet renee,jermaine,samuel,deshawn....
den we watch Land of the lost...so RA..omg...hehe joke...
den renee gotta go home so we sent her to MRT station den we went Tampines1 to window shopping...went JCO and have our ice chocolate=)))))))
den took bus 22 with jermaine,deshawn and huiting....
deshawn just walk off cause he got sth on i think...jermaine send us home =)
we went chatting first b4 we go home...fun..nice talkin to them...den later jerm got to go..so i went huiting hse for awhile...
den she sent me home...THX ALOT =)))))

den yesterday went to skl at 11 plus ..meet with jade den off to bbt to meet RAKEEN =)
den waited for andrew and Jaye and perry..
after den went back skl busstop to meet up with the rest and stuff...
den off to the comapny thingy to do our YMCA stufff...
we earn quite alot =))))happpy...but we lack of sth...lalala
after selling me and perry rush to meet the others at the bowling there...
bought our starbucks on the way there =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
anw jade,jaye,andrew,rakin are all pro in para para =)
k la nth more i wan to say...is a great day after all =)

2009-06-19T23:30:00.001-07:00

New skin...=)
went makan with huiting yesterday...cool..
talk craps...
ANW honey is BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK...
wakakaka

2009-06-18T20:56:00.000-07:00

i am feeling omg...zzzz...very super down again
went to do our packagin yesterday...
lol..i didn to be late and make u guys wait for me so long...
i am ready by 9..was waiting for ryan to come help me take stressball as he
said 9.30 meet at my hse..in the end 9.30 he still at tm so i said nvm...
i ask other ppl to help me take lor...
so asked jade and jaye since they already in school...
obviously that need time????
in the end my fault........
nvm
skip the packaging part....
went sp with jaye jade and rakin...
hell fun......jus check out their blog..i'm kinda lazy =)

2009-06-16T04:47:00.000-07:00

yayayaya..yesterday was like 6i class gathering...

fun fun fun..eventhough not alot ppl were there,not alot of food

but ALOT OF JOKES =)

i think we are still very good friends..hahaha

renee become prettierrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

samuel upgrade to cleanerrrrrrrrrrrrrr

jermaine the batmannnnnnnnnnnnnn

haha..most of us didn change much...hahah..

really miss them...hope to have another gathering soon,,

so today jade came to my hse and we studied..do hws..

but i slack like helllllllllllllllllllllllllll

haha...

and oh ya

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAREES =)

tmr need to do YMCA again=((((((((((((((((9

2009-06-14T08:06:00.000-07:00

lets talk about the day b4 first...

woke up early again to buy stress balls..600!!!dang

i gonna hate streeballs for a period a time for sure =)

went to tm with sis and jas first..

shiyuan joined us later for dinner...

funfunfun...shop around..

went to JCO while waiting for shiyuan...

had donuts and ice chocolate..=)))))))))))

den we had pasta mania for dinner =)

MIne =D

Jasmine =))))

Sis and shiyuan

yesterday went vivo to change my broadband thingy....den went to eat sushi tei..nice

den went walk walk around..bought earrings and shirt

after dat evening went ecp..

den night parkway...eat jack's place...=))))))

I want to sleep like Sleeping Beauty =)

2009-06-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

YO oldies and youngies.....
i am back in action.........
i want to sleeeeeeep...have been waking up superb early for the past dunno how many days...
went for RHYA briefing today...
hopefully it will be fun though....
haha....i was so lucky *today...got saboed to do some kind of punishment
use my ass to write out my name..haha cute...
den went to ate kfc with Meera,Atiqah,Gomathi,Farees,Guoping,Fakhrul
den we talk crap..abt sls stuff,cca etc.
den we went to geylang east library..see see
den off back to school to take bus..
saw him again=)more den a min for sure...lalala
den we saw jiboon...ask him why he nvr go briefin...
he say he sick but he still go bb...hehe...crap again..
at first meera wanted to go to school to watch the friendly match..in the end nvr..
too bad...den we go our seperate ways..
i was alone waiting for the bus....dang...listening to songs....
i had nvr seen him playin match b4 though...
k la..wad else to post leiis...
oh lalala...tmr need to wake up early for that YMCAAAAAAAAAA
zzzzzzzzzzz

I'm back from SL camp =)

2009-06-10T19:17:00.000-07:00

hi people..got miss me..haaha joke...
before i start abt the camp i shall talk about the carnival on 7 JUne
at the Metta Welfare Association...
We got a booth there or u can say just a small table...
but is useless cause we do door to door sale in the end...
was group with jade and jaye to do the sales...
fun man ...see how they talk to ppl will make u laughs like hell...
jade will like forget what to say half way while jaye will talk very softly...
cute la deyyyyyyyyy.....hehe..then they say me talk very funny like acting cute...
wth but i say i also dunno why but i talk like this one....
we manage to sell all the stressball with us..which is so cool...
i prove minki they all wrong man..they say no one will buy cause it was too ex..
but WE STILL MANAGE TO SELL IT...coollllllll
and ohya...sis brought me a piglet when we first reach..den we left it under our booth table
den when i come back the piglet is lost,zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
and i think the vendor next to us have sold it away.....DANGGGGGGG
how can they anyhow take people stuff and sell...
they look so guilty lor but they still insist is not their bussiness...
in the end they keep on say want to gimme their stall the pig....Zzzzz
lamo...i only interested in PIGLETS!!!in the end i got this flying pig.......
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so pissed off...they should just admit it....so irresponsible people...
and our 3 stressball which left unpack they also STEAL it...wtf saw evidence on their booth...
then they blame us for putting it there..wth...hello i rmb clearly that i put it in the red big plastic bag..my sis can be my witness too..Wad a BIG FAT LIAR....Zzzzzzzz
nvm forget it ...it's over..sad eh..the piglet cost $3 only and guess wad the Flying piglet cost $5..
no tasteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........

anyway thanks to those ppl who help us

-Joellen
-HaoXUn
-Hairul
-SIS
-Wanling
-Jaye
-Jade
-Yan Ru 's bro
-Yan Ru 's Fren
-Yi An
-Minki
-Wanhao
-Ryan
-3c guy

thanks for the help....=)really appreciate it...
ok now lets talk about camp

*8 june 09

Meet up with Jade early in the morning like about six...
walk to 7 eleven to buy my sandwich...
we were crapping all the way..and she tried to fear me with ghost stories...
wth...then walk back to school and sit in canteen to eat...
den jade suddenly rmb she forgot to bring sth...den i said toothbrush???she said ya..
laughs..so went 7 eleven again to buy...
den go back school gather with the other SLS
I was in group 2

My group got:
-Rakin
-Sabrina
-Sahana
-Rozie
-Srijana
-Jasper
-Amirul
-Khairyl
-Soh wei
-ME!!!

we got scolded alot of time..and i hated it...
i was feeling of giving up at first and just go home....
but it the end nvr =)
when we reach the jetty,jasper was told to change group..sad....
lalalala...the journey to there was great...
ferried to kusu island first to see turtles,make wish and take photos
and off to ST.John island..reach there unload our stuff...
and we got scolded by mr koh...we are not organised and stuff...
when he was scolding a grasshopper fall on my leg...
i cant scream so i just sweep it off hehe=)
then we go our bunks...put our stuffs..make our bed ....
then gather at mph i think..em lemme see den wad..
we had lunch i think..then we have a tour around the island...
mr koh is very cute the way he talk so funny....
and oh ya when touring around..we saw small crabs at the beach..so many la...
den sengyang and boonyu walking behind me...
he says sth like dat
sengyang:so many crabs
me:sengyang ya you talking craps..
laughs....
booyu told him abt the BAC thingy
it mean big and cute but sengyang said it was BAD AND CRUEL...
lalalala...so he disturb me with this during the camp
and i disturb him with CAB thingy..it means CRAP ALOT BOY..hahah
cute right...whenever i saw jasper i aso will say JASPER U MISS ME RIGHT
den he will gimme the annoyin look..cute bodo...
we also play some bonding games... like form the longest line with the stuff with u..
our group won=)
still got the hula hoop thingy,and the captain thingy
lemme see wad else we do...emm i think we had a lecture thingy by mR KOH at night
IS AN ENRICHING ONE...i like it very much....nth else happen i guess
hehe..i chat with nona b4 we sleep..we were talking abt ** ***** *** and ***** and ****
and ****** funn...

9 june 09

woke up very early....
gather at the bb court to do morning exercise..
jogged around the island and oh ya we got punished..
did many push up and sit up..my knee the skin there very painful now...
haha but can tahan la..is just a small thing...
then had breakfast....so fulll ..they always give us eat so much..got breakfast,lunch ,dinner,supper also alot........sohwei always say i look so pitiful...
cause i always force myself to eat....haha she's a very nice girl
then then we got a 8 habits thingy talk by miss suhaila...
den team building games...fun la....
the hula hoop thingy so funny...
cause we were supposed to raised the hoop with one of our fingers...
we failed alot of times...so fun..but we didn give up
eventually we succeded....and is better to be tall..haha
the ball game thingy also my group won...that one super tiring..but enjoyed it
den we got to play some sort of amazing race thingy
but we were split into diff group
i got in the group E
-Fakhrul (leader)
-Jafri
-Stevanda
-Damien(joker)
-JunQuan
-KaiXun
-NeeKong
-NeeKang
and ME

so i get to work with different group of ppl...
we managed to finish 3 stations only...
cause the first station wasted alot of our time...
the "place we would get wet"...zzz..the task very tough lol... i run alot.....
then we went to the beach to see pretty starfishes cute..den we were divided into 4 groups..
to play a game...we cannot let go our team-mates den our facills will try to break us up..sth like that
then dinner...
then we got back to our group and we need to rank the top 3 who has the leadership qualities
i was shocked to find myself in the rank one....
i didn do much though..so yup
den we did mass dance fun fun fun...
den got camp fire thingy stuff...
den reflection
den supper....

Last day of camp...
morning exercise,breakfast, area cleaning,den ferry back to sg..
the journey back was fun too....
den back to school did evaluation form...
did cheers,and stuff ...
den went bbt with crystal,nan,honey,junquan..atikah join us later...
ohhh i was contented..i saw him=)))))))although is like few secssssssss...he was crossing the road on his way home...dang i like stalker...hehe
anw i really enjoyed this camp is funde facillators and teachers had really done a great job...
SLS are more bonded now =)

and today i was so freak out alright...you make me think you are such a irresponsible person..
so we did YMCA stuff at ldr hse today...not bad very fun..thanks those who help
and now i wan to get OUT of the YMCA group..I know u guys must be hating me...
i can feel it...we just dun work well..i am tired already..i did my best..i tried..but this is wad u all give me......dammm

tmr cant help them cause i got briefing about my next camp sian...........
upload my mosqitoes bites pics next time...damm freaking itchyyyyyyy....
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
bye peepos

2009-06-05T06:56:00.001-07:00

I gonna be BUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

anyone willin to help me out on Sunday for my YMCA project???
leave a tag if u are interested =)
if you can make it....
Attire:School uni or Pe attire
Venue:Simei Mrt Station
Time:8 a.m-idk =X

update peerleaders FWP photo another time...
BYE PIMPLES

2009-06-03T08:21:00.000-07:00

knw what...i'm in depression again...
i seriously got freak out with life........
nobody simply understand....
guess what..i hate life,school and the place i called it home.....
dammm...

she cried yesterday...complainin...
she said dat we dun care...
but is not that we dun..is jus dat we dunno how to express it..
she nvr knew..i got so sad when i see her cry..i cried too man...
i know i disappoint her in my academics..but i will improve...
but....she always said i gave her cold reply when she ask me things...
den wad she expect me to say...
talk back to her???????????
ain't i good enough...
at least i didn do stuff that i shoulden...rite

if i could ,i would turn back time ok...serious
i would go back time whereby i am still in sec 2
not in relationship
not in friendship prob...
or maybe even before my father dies or even the day i was born..
seriously..nothing gonna keep me on living.....
except piglet for now...
nobody to talk to...
how miserable i felt inside...
and oh well ppl will just come to say
"take it easy...u still got me'
if not"u are too sensitive'all this bullshit...
getzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I.W.T.D.

2009-06-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

look..i am bloggin again...
went to paya lebar methodist girls skl..
watch the syf performance thingy...
the harp ensemble was superbbbbbbbbb
the string ensemble was styleeeeeeeeeeeee
the choir was ohmygosh...so coooooooollllll
they sing so confidently..they looked so enjoy..unlike mpss choir...
and oh ya...the conductor so handsome..is one of the choir member too..
honey fall in luvvv with him =XXX
the international dance.......was BRAVO...they got the power man
the next 3 were guzheng..saw sianling..she waved to me..=)she still rmb me
saw javier too..he looks funny on stage..haha..but he reminds me of some unhappy things...\make me feel so guilty and childish..nvm...
dosen matter now anw...
i feelin down down down again

2009-06-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

Wake up early today and went for my pl meeting...onli a few turn up...

then off to tm with cindy,joellen,atikah,meera,guoping and junghao...

shop,shop around..den meet up with darling..bought movie tickets...

den vinc sms me..so ask him to join...

watch NATM2 ..not bad though..hehe

den shop shop around...

bought marshmallow,piglet key chain,piglet comb =)

thx for accompany me today=0

many<3333

and oh ya..guoping pierce his ear..gonna check it out on thurs..gheees

best freinds dosen turn out to be your best friends

2009-05-31T23:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday..was feeling so random...so decided to surf ebay...

and i search piglets stuff..is likeOMG..CUTE...THE HP COVER dun have for my phone brand..

damm..and look the baby suit so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

i so gonna make my baby wear in future..lalalala

wonder why singapore dun have this kind of productsssssssssssssss........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
lalala..i wan to watch movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

it has been exactly 3 months already the last movie i watched is PINK PANTHER 2 on perry bd....dammm it.........lifeless...friends are pointlessssssss

2009-05-29T05:10:00.000-07:00

so today was the last day of school...
dangdangdang..
first period:maths left 10 mins=slacky
second:physics boring
third:ss boring
recess:ate with perry they all..
den maths again..slack also
den spring cleaning,,,,

after skl choir...
haix...joking with mr goh was fun la...he's cute haha
and i hold the first meeting today...
i tot i was kind of failure though..
although i am trying my best evnthough is not the best...
sometimes is jus so hard:
i always feel so discourage after hearing what other have said...
i got to try harder man,,,,
JYJYJY...

2009-05-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

dang dang dang...
here to blog..
i bet ppl noe the new choir committee results..so yupp...
unexpectedly........
I GONNA BE SO BUSYYYYYY DURING THE HOLIDAY!!!!

anw today was ok ok lol...
nth much though..runnin here and there..
stupid global warming...bloody warmmmmmmm...sweat like mad...
after school still got pre camp briefing until five thirty...zzzzzz
so tiredddddddddd...
my group was good i think..
group 4:
Rakin,Sabrina,Amirul,Tama,Jasper,Sahana,Shrijana,Sohwei,Khairyl and me..
cool i rmb the names already...
den after dat went back mbs help slk again..cool
so wanna see my plan during the holidays??

Upcoming
*28 May:do the thankyou board for mr goh,ask ppl to go for the concert
*29 May:Submit the list of ppl who are goin to the concert to mrs chan b4 3
*30 May:meet the parents session..pl duty
*31 may:send in my YMCA final proposal..(yanru and samuel cant do..they nt in sg)

*1 june:meettin with the NPO(not confirm)
*2-6 june:mug amaths,emaths and physics plus ymca
*3 june:a concert at Paya lebar methdist skl
*7 june:Metta welfare family carnival(not confirm )
*8-10June:Student leadership camp
*11-13june:mug for chem,amaths,emaths
*15 june:another report to ymca on our progress
*16-20 june:STUDY STUDY STUDY...YMCA
*22-26June:racial harmony camp

29 school reopens......
zzz..sian

now i busy with stuff...
no time to bother about anything else which is great...
i movin on,,,

2009-05-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

another sad day..dang...
i starting to hate pe...
maths-mrs ng absent...
geo=slacky
amaths=slacky
recess DEPRESSION asked vanathin to chat with me...
eng=slacky
ss=slacky
end skl at 1255
went to hall..cause classroom gonna be lock..perry and gang were playin badminton...
me emoin..hehe lookin around...enjoying the rain splashin against my face..wierd
rakin join me later...cool emo together..crap abt stuff..same thinking..like mother like son..hehe..he tEACH ME HOW TO PLAY PIANO..COOL..jus part of it though..so fun la...
than got technovation day thingy...
zzzzzzz..borin...
but our class did won sth..great job man..
went bbt after dat with perry and jianboon,,,
den went back mbs help slk until 7...
hopefully tmr wun be bad

2009-05-25T03:59:00.001-07:00

change skin...
i dun wish to talk

2009-05-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

went to YMCA thingy early in the morning...lalala..\now i realised so many stuff need to be done
for ymca...sianz...den went to meet rakin,farees,ldr,huijun and marina square..
they went bowing..hj is a pro man...i jus sat there and watch..
walk walk around...ate secret recipe and drank starbucks..........
went home after dat..while perry and farees went to tm...

after so long,i finally have the courage to ask u...
so yep...no more feelings...
i believe you...you nvr ever lied...
so no choice i have to let you go...
although i really do love you..
nvm as long you are happy

2009-05-22T05:04:00.000-07:00

today was a boring and emo dAY
choir election today...zzz
biased...zzzzzzzzz
stay back alone..waited for perry like so long...
den 6 he end le..
talk to him and azhar..
funny..perry laugh like hell...zzzzzzzzzz
took same bus home as them too...
tmr need to go ymca thingy.zzzzzzzzz
bye ppl

我想我已经变了吧。。

2009-05-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

i think i've change alot since the starting of the year ..
you can no longer see the big smile on my face...
that happy go lucky girl...
the girl who says stupid jokes to cheer people up
Unknowingly i had become so used of being alone...
although i do abhored the feeling of being alone...
but what else can i do right...i think i had been too depending on others..
so now when i am all alone...i just feel simply lost...
pri 6 life...was him..he's the one who solve the probs for me..nth for me to worry...
however in the end he still leave me..leaving my heart in pieces..he's not my bf jus a bro..
yeap...sec 1-2...obviously is the ldr and honey...with ldr there..nothing to worry too...
when i got troubles just look for him and he will think of solution for me...and of course cheer me up..as for honey..when i have alot of doubts..she's always there for me...lend me a shoulder to cry on...give me a hug when i am feeling low..listen to all my craps...
now....i jus got to depend on myself...right???maybe is just that i am not good enough for you guys..when you guys are sad..people would cheer you guys up..i am like no longer needed right?
i bet you guys will be happier without me..wun you????
anw i kinda disappointed in myself...results are like OMG...zzzzzzzz
i know i didn study hard for this MYE..i know i would have done better...
maybe ldr was rite..i let my emotions overcome me...
what a failure...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
choir...went choir yesterday...something feels wrong...
throughout it i feel so moodless...no longer seems to have the passion for it..
friday election...hopefully i wun be inside...
maybe alot ppl woulden believe..but really not interested..
i know teachers also lacks of confidence in me..so why bother...
it just wun make me happy..i rather be an ordinary choir member...
sing happily,and smilezzzzzzz
however ,now i know whats went wrong...
is just that i lost the passion of living...
dun worry..wun do any foolish stuff..duhhhhhhhh
yup...i just have many doubts and question marks in my mind...
i just feel so vexed,complicated..stress..lalalala...

stop my craps ...
so basically today went to skl pretty early..
first thing i saw is 2 lizards in the class..omg...ewwwwwwww
before assembly went to my usual hangout place...
vanathi was there to accompany me..
i seriously love the sky...so preetty...just that i coulden take a pic of it...
talk some crap with her..thx darling =)
first period physics...go through the papers
second:eng is the same thing
third:amaths...quite slacky
fourth:pe..an emo period...lalala..i just dunno why i feel so heart breaks when i ask u to join me when u didn and u join them...i told myself not to mind though
recess..went to my emo place alone...sat there and do some reflection..
went back to class...
geo was boring
mt was slacky
emaths go through papers
chem go through papers too...
after school mrs chua gave us our geo results...
it was horrendous..pathetic shit results............
went pl meeting after that..stay back in school to watch the badminton thingy...

~~can i give up???~~

2009-05-20T03:57:00.001-07:00

anw results are back...
SUX alrights...
i made a vow to myself if i gonna flunk anymore subjects...
i gonna restrict myself from buying piglet...lol...
haha..anw i am feelin wierd...alot of doubts in mind...hard to say...
anw choir was wierd today...moodless...
like duh.......
lalalala

2009-05-16T03:52:00.000-07:00

Flipping through my old photos today..

out of boredom....so i decide to upload it...

I WAN TO GO BACK TO THE PAST

HAPPPY HAPPPY HAPPPPY

look how i smile in de past....no worries........

lalalalalalalala

=(

2009-05-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

Today was boringgggggggggggg..........
firstly got the financial talk...
it was informative but i felt that my eyes closing somehow...
hahha...then dicuss about the teacher carnival thingy.
nth much actually...
miss lai told us our physics mark....
mooody..thanks honey for the comfort..
although it dosen work on me...haha
anw she's crazy...she cried because she missed him...
den i should cry even more my dearr.......haha
choir after school...
practice for sunday performance.......
i was totally moodless..
flunk physics....patheticccccccccccccccc......
i didn wan it to fail.......
Amaths is already a sure fail subject,eng ,mt,maths and chem all no confidence
WHY AM I SO STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!1
lalallalalalallaalalalalallalala
crap crap crap....

LALALA

2009-05-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

Practically today was a good & als0 bad day...

Woke up early even though there's no school =)

went thai temple with mummy..

so many people and monks...

but i like the chanting..is cool..haha

although i feel quite boring..both my sis were schooling..

so i am freaking lonely..haha

anw i think i saw my aunt there too..but she cant remember me...

went to cut my hair after that...not very short..jus abit shorter...

then send mummy to work and i cabbed home alone...

then when i was about to reach home...a cockroach appear 5cm beside me

freaked me out...so i quickly move to the other side...

den went home take my stuff..and off to take bus to parkway...

on my way to the bus stop...when i want to cross the road..

i saw a car coming then i stop and let them pass..i looked up..

and a young guy say hi to me

as if i noe him...haha...

took bus 15..i put sixty cents den the bus driver looked at me

den he start mumbling then i coulden understand
so i just put 40 cents more

den look at him and say :"can already!!!'

haha...met jaye,vinc and jade..so we went ecp...

walk walk walk walk...i went back to the place that we first date...

lots of memories flashed back...however i think jaye was very angry with us...

cause we didn want to cycle..but he wants.so he decided to ps us..

cause he feel is a waste of time to be with us...ROAR

so me and vinc decide to go parkway lol since he psed us

dang dang dang...so on the way back to PP ..

i asked vinc to call honey..so he called den pass the phone to me

Me:nona are you free

her:why

Me:wan go parkway with me and vinc

her:i tot u go ecp with jaye and jade too

Me:i got psed

her:haha..see first

Me:i dun care come pp..30 mins late $1 ice cream, 1 hr late SCOOPZ ice cream,2 hr late

Anderson,3 hr late swensen..

her:laughs

me:kk bye cya

hang up =)

so went walking around..see see look look...

den jade came back to join us...went isetan

many many jokes lol..

haha..first we was talking about the big piglet i saw

cost $50 ..wow..wan to took photo of it..but the sales girl was lookin at me..

paisehhhhhhh..but i still took it...

and we went around the toy corner

then we saw this cooking stuff

vinc:i used to play this with my sisters

me:haha really

vinc:ya if my friends come we will play together also

me:ok

vinc:used to play girls thing

me:laughs...sounds wrong

jade :laughs*

vinc:really i like to play girls things last time

us laughin like hell

then he den realised.slow

off to giant..we were talking about dog i think...

then blah blah blah

den i went saying cause i cute

den vinc say...vomit blood

den i replied i noe you disagree the part that i was ugly(cute= ugly but adorable)

you just think that i adorable rite..

all went laughing again..hehe

then went comics connection..

they were looking for comics

vinc:where's the *porn* comics

jade:i help u find,ask the sales person lah

me:easy la you just need to go to the giant next door to buy *PRAWNS*

they went laughin...they tot i mistaken what they mean...

haha..but it was suppose to be a joke..getzzz????

then nona and william came...

off to pastamania to eat...

cool..chit chat with honey..talking about him and her him..

nice though..so long nvr chat with her le

then when walk walk around...

ate ICR CREAMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shop popular and shop op

bought the same slippers with honey...

den sis came to find me after skl..

honey and william went home first..

den went shopping for elmo for sis friend bd...

den home sweet home

PiCSSSSsssss

lalalaal..theres still skl tmr...lameeeeeeeeee

kk bye

ppl

END OF MYE

2009-05-12T23:33:00.000-07:00

so today marks the end MYE......
chemistry was ok...except for the paper 2...
lalala..exams finish le..i should be happy...but i'm not...
saddening...by right i should be out rather den rotting at home
cause i used to be at ecp or pasir ris at this time with friends...
now i'alone,nobody accompany me...siblings still schooling too...
dangdangdang...
i am SUPER moody..........
DEPRESSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

when will i not be thrown away????????

2009-05-12T00:11:00.000-07:00

Amaths was so "EASY " today...ROAR
Gonna fail with colours..but i want to pass badly..OMG!!!!
nvm..chemistry tomorro...last paper...
coooooooooooooooollllllll
i add songs to my playlist le..lalala

life is like mathematics...
as the time goes by it get tougher..
from emaths to amath or even to a higher level
but when u solve the problems..
you feel a sense of satisfactory..
everything seems easy..
but for me everything seems tough
no wonder i hate it so much
but i'll never give up...at least i tried =)

2009-05-10T21:10:00.000-07:00

ramdon post..saw quiz..so i decided to do it =)

ARE YOU :

► Perfect: nope
► Height: 154 TALLLLLLL
► In your pajamas: Nope
► Left handed: Nope. Right-Handed

LAST :
► Friend you saw: Perry
► Talked to on the phone: dunno
► Person to text you: liyu
► Is today better than yesterday? Equally bad

FAVOURITE :
► Numbers:6,14,25
► Color: sky blue and pink
► Food: Ice cream & anything sweet
► Place: Beach

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS :

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
► Open my eyes

Q: Do you have anything bothering you
►tmr amaths how!!!

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
► cant remember...it had been ages since i last watch

Q: Where is the 1st place you went?
► in my mummy's womb =)

Q. Do you smile a lot?
► used to

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
► Nope..I wished upon piglets=)

Q: Are you a friendly person?
► depends

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
► beside my piglet

Q: Why did you sleep there?
► cause piglet there

Q: When was the last time you cried?
►yesterday

Q: Who was on your mind before going to bed?
► him and her

Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
► 1/10 =(

Q: What are you listening to right now?
►xia yu tian

Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
► Yes.him & her

Q: What's your favorite month?
► March,October,feb, December

EMOTIONS :

Are you missing someone right now?
► yupp

Are you single?
► Yes.

Are you tired?
► super duper tired

Are you grandparents alive?
►Nahhh

BASICS :
► Real name: SiMin
► Nick Names: onggy,osim,tigeress
► Age: 15
► Eye color: dark Brown
► Male or female: Female
► Single?: Yep
► Crushing?: Yes
► Smart?: a stupid fool
► Hair color?: Black
► Sweats or Jeans?: Nah
► Phone or Camera?: Both
► Health freak?: nahhhhh
► Righty or Lefty?: Righty
► Smoke or Drink?: drink, i dun like smoke

FIRSTS :
► First best friends?: cant rmb.
► First award?: cant rmb
►First enemy?: nahhhh
► First pet?: hamsters
► First vacation?: thailand
► Eating?: dunno
► Drinking?: milky
► Listening to?: sth
► Waiting for?: dunno

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER :
► Lips or eyes?: Both
► Shorter or taller?: Taller
► Romantic or spontaneous?: Both
► Sensitive or loud?: Both
► Hook-up or in a relationship?: Depends

HAVE YOU EVER :
► Drank hard drinks?: yaa
► Lost glasses/contact?: used to
► Ran away from home?: nahhh
► Broken someone's heart?: think so
► Been arrested?: nah nah nah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
► Do you like someone?: nope..I LOVE HIM
►Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?: NOPE

done

slacking

2009-05-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

out of boredness...
so i am here blogging again
pratically i went slacking instead of practising my amaths....
roar...wasted my life.....
dang dang dang.......
i am super vexeddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
damn damn damn....
anw
Happy mother's day in advance
love my mum like hell obvious...
even though she's such a bias =X
lalalalalalalalalalalalalala
lalalalalalalalalalaallalala

2009-05-08T23:46:00.000-07:00

took this from failure on facebook...it look fun so i will do it =)

If you enjoyed your primary school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers
and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.
This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on.
Read if you miss your PRIMARY school years.

1) Which school did you go to?
Maha Bodhi School

2) What classes were you in?
1D 2D 3D 4C 5I 6I

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
PE and Chinese..fun =)

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
9.45

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
Green tea ice =)))))..hotdogs,pancake,laksa=)))))kind of missing it

1) Did you have a nickname way back in primary school?
ya..emm osim???onggy???onggydude

2) How did you wear your socks?
like the way normal ppl do =)

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
nah obviously no...i am a guaier

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
nah nah nah

5) Who did you look up to when you were in primary school?
teachers and friends

Punishment
1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
Primary 1 was punished by miss kok cause the monitress wrote my name on board...cause i talk...
zzz..i did but cause ppl ask me qns ma..so mus ans lor...
Primary 3 by mrs ho, she ask us to do listening compre..then the radio talk to fast den i cant catch up...then when she go around check who nvr do...den i got a beating on my hand by the one metre rule....haha alot ppl also kena punish

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
dun think soooooooo

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
no ideaaaaaaa

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
dun think so

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
primary six:miss seah cried when i gave her a dinosaur which i bought during the carnival...she made the dinosaur anw..haha and a card too..i think is either on graduation day or teachers day
primary three: yang lao shi cried cause our class did very badly for chinese
primary two: mdm kariani and miss ho...my class too naughty le...chase away damm many teachers..haha

6) Who was your favourite teacher?
P1:miss kok,chen lao shi
P3:Yang Lao shi
P6:Mdm Yeoh,Mdm cheong,SLK,

7) Describe your DM.
Mrs han bah???dunno

8) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
Mrs Betty Tan=) "talkalitives" "eat,sleep and grow fat" anw she's my pri 3 form teacher..she's very patient..she teach me how to do division=))

Were you popular back then?
hmm..i dunno

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
i think small group

3) Who were your best friends?
p1 -p3:weien,ulrika,hanrou,zixuan,javier
p4:adam chew,lin lin,renee,jess
p5-p6:renee,jess,huijie,jingjie,jiaying,huiting,yueting
,javier,samuel,rha,goki,perry,jermaine

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
like duhhhhhhhh...

5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
-went we stay back for fun
-talk about our secret crush
-renee wrote me letters
-pri 6 play catching every recess to cut down some fats...

Co-curricular Activities
1) What type of CCA were you in?
p1:choir
p4:red cross

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
myself

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
sing?and errr dunno

4) Got injured?
nah

Crushes/Lovers
1) Who was your first crush?
javier=)i told him b4

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
hahaha dunno

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your primary school?
no way

4) Have you ever made out in school?
Nope.

Closing Ceremony
1) How did primary school change you?
ALOTT!!!UNEXPLANABLE!!!

2) Sing one verse of your school song?
"shu zhi pu ti qi ye chang chang"

3) What was your favourite question?
may i go to the toilet pls?=))))

4) Who/what will you remember from your primary school?
the ones who hurt me deeply before...
my beloved friendsss..
teachers...everythingggg

5) Any memories you will not forget.
-the big fight between me and him
-the big fight between me and her
-the long crap on phone with renee eng
-the catching moments
-LYD hit me so hard at my back as he tot i kick his book =(
-All those tears and laughters

yeah..done...is the past already..
i am sec 3 already so fast...and i 'm taking my o levels next year...
i think all those fights is rather stupid in pri skl.....
kind of regreted it..but nvm...it's over
we remained the same...lalalalala

2 more papers to goooooooo

2009-05-08T03:08:00.000-07:00

Today mt was like so toughhhhhhhhh..
hahahah..wth no more A....
yesterday physics was also super duper tough...
I wan pass with FLYING COLOURS!!!!!
anw 2 more paper to goooooo....
JYJYJYJYJY
today after my paper went to bbt with perry & jianboon
nice crapping.
perry bought so many chocolateessssss..
anw i was planning to go ecp on the last paper...
but perry dun wanna go with me...
so maybe i will go alone =)
i miss that place though=)
lots of memories there...so yaha..
by then i will see bah
dang dang dang....
i really miss those time super much...
Oh ya..I changed the skin and song...
base code from others..edited the background and the mixpod and the piglet pics
haha.....

~~i know honey..you are happy..~~
i could see...you hug her but u nvr hug me b4 like wad u did to her...
is so sweet...i used to be the one who listen with you the same song on the ear piece
but now i not.....
i am not blaming on you of course but just feel a pity
we cant be best friend anymore???
i regret saying our friendship would only last till upper sec....
i really feel so.errrrrrrrr unexplainable....
as for him...haha idk..the feeling still there but i noe he had got over it already

why am i the only pathetic soul who tryin to run away from reality=(
~~lalalalalalalala~~

2009-05-06T07:41:00.000-07:00

Emaths and English paper 2 is over..
Hopefully i wun flunk maths with flying colours..........
tmr physics...roar..hopefully can do well =)
jyjyjyjyjyjyjyjy...
i waiting for exams to endddddddddd
dangdangdang..
i seriously need a break...
i want to the beach
have a movie
have my favourite ice cream
have my favourite starbucks
and more more more pigletssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
anw good luck for the papers=)
nitessssss

2009-05-03T23:49:00.000-07:00

hihi...
today geo and mt paper 1 was okay...=)
gonna practice my maths..bye
good luck

2009-05-01T08:19:00.001-07:00

Happy Labour Day..
emm HAppy Birthday to JAYE too!!!!
today i slack the whole day...wow..
slackerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
haha.......
nth else to post...jus want to crap........
7 more days of examsssssss=)
JYJYJY.....................

2009-04-30T00:38:00.000-07:00

boringgggggg...today eng and ss was okay...except for the sbq....
roar..haha..so i am slacking now..plannin to mug some other day.....
anw today at least i felt a little happy...
ERROR ERROR ERROR...wad a joke..
went sp after our paper...ate kfc......
home sweet home after dat....
dang dang dang...ANW HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAYE IN ADVANCE =)
good luck for MYE!!!!
anything else to blog???
i doubt so.......hahaa
kk
bye people

2009-04-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

change the song to crazier..nice song though....
today is OMG......
BAD DAY......
moodless....
study mood is switched off too..
dammmmmmmmmm
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalal

2009-04-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

I SUDDENLY LOVE THE SKY SO MUCHHHHH!!!

today the sky was pretty in the morning..it's pinkish=)

next thurs is the starting of MYE.roar.....

kk lets talk about what have i been doing for this week

Monday:cant rmb=)

Tues:cant rmb...just know that i went for my 2.4 run that afternoon....

i deproved.wth

Wed:short,simple day

yesterday:nothing interesting

today:

first period-emaths.graphsssss=)it kills time

second period physics lalalala

third period ss...Zzzzzzzzzz..bad mood

next period Amaths ...nothing much...

English:funnnnnnn...We are All so hyper that period=)

we were going through comprehension ...there's 1 qns..why do japanese like cats???

sengjeong reply "HELLO KITTY!!!"haha.funny=)

lastly Ve...mr ho asked me to do sth..i thought wad.haha

after skl went makan with nona..stay back to wait for perry......

in the end he so long.i went home first=)

GONNA pass with flying colors for my MYE!!!!!1

JIAYOUS!!!!!!

tmr date is 250409.haixxxxxxxxxx

i still cant get over himmmmmmmmm

ppl say i stupid..........

but is difficult

i still like him

eventhough he seems to have forget abt me already =(

his sweet messages is still kept in my old phone

the pics...everything is still there

how i wish he would tell me once again he still love me

change blogskin and song..do tag =)))

你還是走了我有點不捨

該說點什麼

我不是哭了是陽光折射

眼睛也紅了顏色

不懂為什麼快樂像冰淇淋口中

溶化得特別衝動

不懂為什麼樹葉染紅的時候

就到要分手

Don't, don't go away

我還捨不得你不要走

Don't, don't go away

從來不曾一個人生活

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我還在聽著你寫過的歌

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成長的選擇沒有過預設

像蘋果一樣青澀

不懂為什麼快樂像冰淇淋口中

溶化得特別衝動

不懂為什麼樹葉染紅的時候

就到要分手

Don't, don't go away

我還捨不得你不要走

Don't, don't go away

從來不曾一個人生活

能不能夠讓時間回頭

So don't, don't go away

Don't, don't go away

我還捨不得你不要走

Don't, don't go away

從來不曾一個人生活

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2009-04-16T04:48:00.000-07:00

Disappointed!!!!
We only got a COP...
we expect more than that...
we tried our best
go for numerous practice and this is wad we get???
we are so gonna be look down again......
for ppl who thinks choir is easy or rather lousy try be a part of it and i make sure u regret of saying that...
is really very sad......thx for those who curse instead of encouragements.zzzzzzzzzz
i noe we might be nervous and make some mistakes.......
but are we really that bad???????????
today while at VCH waiting for our turn to perform...
i could strongly feel that the choir really want to acheive sth more than bronze for mr goh..
we didn want to disappoint him.....
and we also wanted to prove to those ppl who only thinks that choir could only get a COP wrong!!
for eg like hazira..she used to be rather soft in singing.....
but after numerous pratices at school even at home ...she improve and get into syf.....
WHY WHY WHY??????????????
really sad to heard that........
all of efforts have gone to the drain???
but nvm its just a competition
it's the learning process that worth
nvm forget it..will update the photos later or tmr

2009-04-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

TOMORRO OUR DAY!!!CHOIR WE CAN DO IT!!!!
MUS ACHEIVE OUR TARGETS!!!!!!!!!!

today lessons was ok haha
first period ve...nona and jiboon very "good" lol
add salt to my wounds.haha nbm it's over
den mt went to lab again....cool....
recess went down with yanru..since nona is on diet......
so yeap day dreaming again..cause it's raining again
after recess is english..
mr ho not here..mr peter take over..
haha anw i dun think we are too tense la
is his way of talking very difficut to understand...hahaha
talk so fasttttttttttttt........
CHEMISTRY was fun..........
so funny la minki...slag become slug.nice try =)
after school choir...
principal,v.principal,ms lau and mrs fawzie came to listen to our syf songs.....
choir need to have more facial expression.....
to me quite difficult.hehe.cause i only focus on mr goh.if not like blur blur hahah
anw i still fidget like hell......how to kick away this problem......
irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
k la nth else to blog.........=)
tc ppl

2009-04-12T05:35:00.000-07:00

It's sunday already
4 more days to SYF!!!!!!!!!
there's emath test tomorro......
owwwwwwwwwwww
i just realised that i lost my study mood.........
how can i do that
EXAMS in 2 weeks time.....
die die die.........................
anw my heels is spoilt......
lucky meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
kk went to vivo today.shop around,
ate japanese food...
and went home
lalalalala.......
life is so boringggggggggggggg

2009-04-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

today its good fridayyyyyyyyyyyyy...

so woke up early and went to temple.

pray to grandma,grandpa and last but not least my father =)

miss him =)

went home after dat...

den went tm with perry and sis....call vincent and jianboon along too

anw the TM1 is really big...and crowded with ppl.....

lalala......saw jermaine,goki,javier and samuel at tm arcade.

kind of awkard.it feels so funny.hehe

anw we walk here and there thinking of wad to eat.......

in the end we choose cafe cartel.haha..

quite fun bah...cause got a stupid joke that keep us laughng all the way

thx to vincent "beef"

lazy to explain so yaha...

i noe ...they noe.....

perry bought a bag from ink......so biggggggggggggggg

and the emo me bought a PIGLET.cheap=)

the more than words there is like OH MY GOSH!!!SPACIOUS...

k la i shall let the pics do the talking...

if not it will get too wordy

there's choir audition tmr....aww

Caramel frAPPE

My seafood macaroni with tomato sauce

Perry's seafood macaroni with cream sauce

Sis's Turkey and bacon Sandwich

JianBoon's S.tender chicken

Vincent's Chicken Lasagna

here's come the bill :$85.90

end the post with my 20th piglet=)

1 week without him=(

2009-04-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

So another day pass again.
thursday .....
full with test today.........
first period physics test
DAMMMMMM...FAIL FOR SURE
second period was english
learn about proposal writing
third maths..
fourth pe.mr chong not here=free period
then was geo.....roar test
FAIL FAIL FAIL!!!!!!=(
mt was next went to com lab.nice...crapping with yanru
followed by maths again
lastly chemistry.WAd a surprised test mr riffai had gave us
....................................
went choir for awhile after school then off to napfa test....
pass all....
went sp with perry and jianboon after napfa
went mac..had some random talk....
so as usual today is a super bad day......
ultra super sad..
now i finally understand why some people tends to be a soloist...
it might be they are too used of being hurt by people around them
so they tend to protect themself for getting hurt ...
Now i am lost in the wonderland.
i tried to runaway from reality but i know it's not a good option
yeah it' cant solve the problem anyway
so yup i am trying so hard to get back on my feets.trying hard to put a smile on my face
but whenever i tried you guys would give me a slight push ...and make me fall again...
cant you see i really put in 100% in friendship?in relationship???in everything???
I know clearly we are drifting apart.i wanted to ask u why u cried that recess..
but when i walked to your side..i just realise..you dun need me at all....there's plenty of your new friends comforting you and lending you their shoulders...I wanted to comfort you..but well i dun understand what you guys talking about as it was not in english..so i walk away..i felt that being as your best friend ,I am a failure rite???People might be wondering why i was not there for you..comforting you...but i bet u didn know that while you were cryin on the other side ,in the other hand i was crying too...i just dun understand why giving up a relationship or friendship seem so easy to you guys?Do I really mean nothing to you guys???i really dunno wad to do.....ALL i wanted is A CHANCE!!!
but you all never ever willing to give me that........I am trying and trying..the one who is always perservering ,just wanting a happy ending..........but it always ended up this way...........
I know I cant expect life to go as my way.....
now i have lost myself...
i dunno how should i feel.
i am confused..........

it seems that it has been years since i
last took neoprints with friends
caught a movie with friends
chatting on the phone for hours talking craps with my friends
put a smile on my face

2009-04-07T05:10:00.000-07:00

Another day have pass.....
tried to be happy alittle but fail........
pe was fun we all pester mr chong to let us play captain ball....
hehe...i almost trip over someone.phewwwww
painfull....next maths......zzzzzz
geo was fun...'Oh my gosh!!'the teacher so cuteeee
maths again.zzzzzzzzzzzzz
recess was a good time to emo............
it was rainig so heavily......so i went day dreaming..
after that english..do our presentation.i still talk very soft..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
but overall is not bad bah.......
ss was ok too..
after school stay in class ,waiting for choir to start......
talk to yan ru ,guoping and perry......
choir was..............moodless...Happy songs turn out to emo song
lol.......

i felt that i had been dreaming all this while....
living in my lala land....
now i have came to realize that i'm back to the reality...
i 'm all alone...
i was looking at the rain daydreaming..
wish thinking that everything can go back to the beginning....
he left me , she left me too
she found her happiness...
and leave me in saddness...
maybe i have changed as he say....
in the past whatever my friends dun like about me.i'll changed
but in the end they sill leave me.now is still the same problem....
so what can i do.
i got so tired of everything.....
just want to stop thinking
stop loving
stop living jk
owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

2009-04-06T04:03:00.000-07:00

well..i managed to survive through the day ...
no tears falling down in school.i managed to control it
today is still a terrible day...i just cant stop feeling sad......
the sight of him.make me just so...................
choir was fine today...we are improving!!!!
k nth much too post

second day without him

2009-04-05T07:56:00.000-07:00

second post of the day...

went Ecp later part of the day...

went walk walk...took some pics.

went starbucks with sis...

have my usual caramel frappacino...

went kallang leisure park after dat to have my dinner

bought an nike shoe...sis also bought one ....

i dun wanna go school tomorrow.sighssssssss

random pics

edited

2009-04-05T00:05:00.000-07:00

it 's sunday already...was raining so heavily just now...
totally matches my mood =)
so yeap..yesterday was really a miserable night for me.......
cry under my blanket for dun know how long......
due to the emo music i was listening and looking at those past messages.
so my tears just ........haha...
slept at 4 plus yesterday with sis..watch show to kill time......
thanks for those who gave me moral support and advices......
I will be fine so no worry.yaha
change blogskin and song......
lalalalalalal
i wan ice creammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

first day without him...

2009-04-04T04:00:00.000-07:00

Today choir started with a lecture again.
nvm...she just want us to improve....
i think we did quite ok today ba
after choir wait until 11 den go find mr ho...do proposal.....
do so long sia...but still not done
went bbt with yanru after dat.just some random talk......
i am so moody now
broken hearted....
nvm i will be fine hopefully..
at least he told me the truth he dun love me anymore...
i cant do anything right...
back to single but not available...
My love story have ended
5 months and 10 days....
25-10-08 started and ended on 4-04-09
tomorro will be a brand new day without him...
hopefully i could make it through...
that all...
bye readers

2009-04-03T04:09:00.000-07:00

Yo Readers....it's friday already
so fastttttttttttttt...so today was emmmmmmm
let talks about what happen today....
went to school as per normal....
went to the class...
den went to usual place to chat with nona...
i cry she also cry....weird
after assembly was emaths...ok ok la....
then it was physics....nothing much happen
after that social studies...quite interesting...
then need to go for choir rehearsal at vch...
teachers commented that we didn do well...
well...then we will work harder......
WE WANT A SLIVER!!!!!!!!!!
JIAYOUS JIAYOUS JIAYOUS

石欣卉 - 你没想像中爱我

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

你没想像中爱我

this song suit my mood so much
there's choir tmr...

2009-04-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

so fast .it thurs already..tmr rehearsal at vch.........
14 days to SYF
school have been the same for me...
nth much happen actually
quite emotional nowadays..,,
cant help it
although like many friends around me but i still feel lonely inside
lalalalalalalalallala
oh ya..i was almost late for skl today...
i woke up at 7..so took cab to skool
with sis...luckly i was not late...

seriously i so disappointed,i tot u are really busy
in the end,u tell me that the important thing that u doin is playin bb....
i tot i was wrong to guess u are playin...but i was rite....
how sad ....
dun u feel that i trying very hard to win u back....
but u jus seems that u dun care,u dun even love me...
i still trying.even i am tired of loving you.
cause i feel worth it.
even i always the one........
waitin for ur sms,waiting for ur reply on msn,
waitin for u to talk to me school
i jus feel so down.........

2009-03-28T04:56:00.000-07:00

I shall post before earth hour =)
all i could say today is a SUPER UNLUCKY day for meeeeeeeee
You jolly well spoilt my mood in the early morning!!!
First unlucky thing that happen:i'm like the only fool wearing skirt today.....roarrrrrrrrrrrr...not even informed me
like duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........pissed
i jus dun like being not informed
but luckily my group make me smile.....shall upload the pics some other days.......
after duty went to bbt for time to fliesssssssssssssss.........
i was waiting for christine and felita and samuel
and my skirt got stained with ...............roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
third unlucky thing i lost my NEW EZLINK CARD ON MY WAY TO christine houseeeeeeeeee
sad sad sad =((((((((((
HOW unlucky could i beeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
lol....................
lalalallalalallalala

2009-03-27T06:24:00.000-07:00

it's friday le.......phewwwwwwwwww
thx god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need a Breakkkkkkkkkk.......I want to rest...........
If not stresssssssssssssssssssssss.........haha
movies movies moviessssssssssssssssssssss.....roar.......
i think i abit crazy..........
and people i believe that i have not change is jus that i really abit emotional nowadays......
i noe you guys simply prefer the happy me =)
so yup.......haha........today quite happy bah.......
english we have sth like lucky draw to see which group get to do their presentation first......
i was the 3rd one i think den i was like takin my own sweet time.......
den mr ho ask why i need to choose so long
i say need to feel haha
my group get to present the last
cooooooooollllllllllllllll.....
den ve was fun.......haha
have talk in temasek room with vp......suppose to have wad earth hour thingy de but we still use the airconditional lucky us..........=)joo hoe from 3b become the laughing stock for the period.......
vp is cute when she acted like him......GANSTERS.....haha nice try......
and oh ya....she ask us to think about what will we be in 10 years time
emmmmmmmmmmmmm......
hopefully i am travelling around the world bringing happiness to ppl
or havin a stable job
and married b4 30 years old
and have alot of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
after skl went to eat with nona,yiling,ameliah and fidah.......funnnnnnnn=)
den walk around den walk to temasek room......
on the way didn realise hubby was behind me.......gave me a shock......haha
is like finally he talk to me more then a hi.....haha=)Happy=))))))))))))
choir was ok today...............sing pretty well.....jus need more concentration and discipline.....
dun ask me to do wad u all dun wan to do.........
wad u all talk about i dun even noe.........
i shall forget it then.......less stress will be good........
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.........
tmr got duty actually cant make it......but in the end...........haizzzzzzzzzzzzz
mus wake up early!!!!!!!!!!tmr must be a really long day to meeeeeeeeee
lalalalalalala

2009-03-24T04:59:00.000-07:00

i'm here blogging again.....
phew....today was okay........pe...
nth much...
emaths & amaths boringggggg
geo = slacking period
english=STRESS!!!YMCA
SS=not so bad........
I think i have done badly for oral
hahaha.i was laughin all the way........
jus feel that miss wang very funny....dunno why also
and i still feel very down down downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
anw my sis call me to take a look at my horoscope...
it's quite true i think =)

PISCES WOMANShe likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.

She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.

She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought.

She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can nothurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.

She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.
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=) end of my post...bye readersssssssss

2009-03-23T05:06:00.000-07:00

First day of TERM 2 =(
bored bored bored!!!!!!!
flunk chemistry...damm..15/45..haha
but still interested in chemistry.that jus a small test.....work harder next time =)))))
no matter wad i jus seems to hate mathssssssss.....
not really is JUS WHEN I DUNNO HOW TO SOLVE it..........ROARRRRRRRRR''
english was fun went to comp lab???
gonna be stressed up with the YMCA thingy..lalalaaaaaaa
anw ppl if i need volunteers will u all help???if u can leave a tag k =)))
PHYSICSSSSSSSS...boringgggg...i got so blur blur blur!!!!!!!!!
BUCK UP MAN!!!!I DUN WAN TO FAIL FOR MYE!!!!!!!
choir was zzzzz today....didn done well...altos not really nice.......boys too
we did much much better during the holidays......
anw i think i got the same kind of sickness as jaye....
that nerve kind of problems...scaryyyy...i cant stand straight ...fidgeting like hell.and went kind of blurrr ........am i okay???????
oh ya there's oral tmr.sad
i suppose to end skl at 12.55 tmr
but oral only starts at 2.30...saddddddddddddddddddd
i feel so tireddddd..want to drink starbucks !!!!CARAMEL
wanna to have a stroll at the beach.
feeli like goin on a movie marathon =))))
lalalalalalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i still in a super bad mood..........
dunno why...
jus feel weird....everything seems abit unrealitic to me!!!
k la dun crap le.bye ppl
miss me...haha

2009-03-21T04:05:00.000-07:00

it'saturday already..time fliesssss.
holiday gonna over.........dun feel like going back to school =(
today nth much happen.
did my hw.not done yet.continuin later.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i read your blog too.......
so did i say the wrong thing again????
i know u often ask ur mum abt this kind of stuff?
however she's not me,she dunno wad i think?she only knew wad u told her
u may think u need me more than i need u
but i also felt that i need u more than u need me...
to u.eventhough there's no me...u still got ur indonesian friends.......
To me.i'm like left with nth.........
he's leaving me soon
u leavin soon.....
all the one who promised me ...all left........
i reallly really really really treasure this friendship.......
but since that day u ask me whether we should end this friendship....
we were driftin apart already.....my existence dosen matter already........
i am always doing self reflection.......doin so much that i gonna so crazy and so depress already
u say i dunno how u feel for the past few years?den do you noe abt mine???
why do u all expect to noe what u all expect from me???????
how u guys expect me 2 noe ur expectations....if i noe.will such things even happen.
from the past till now.i'm the one alway trying....changing for the best
the one who always been left behind and thrown away.............
nobody had ever ask me am i okay.........
not only u guys tired..............i am tired too.do u all noe???????

2009-03-19T21:33:00.000-07:00

Blog so early today haha..cause got the mood to do so...
jus figurin wad makes thing so weird haha
there's a sayin 'nothing is perfect'
then there's a saying saying that'practice make perfection'
so no link rite.lols i am crappin.
dangdangdang super moodyyyyyyyy.
lets talk abt yesterday......
wake up at 5.30 and get ready to meet perry at 6 30
mrt to payalebar to have our mac...cool.
den meet hubby and apple den go to meet jb and nona........
off to meet the rest of the skl ppl.
den off to YMCA building...
after that 2 hrs 30 min workshop went to PS with perry..
pathetic rite.wantin to watch movie at first but.nahhhhhhhhh
den walk around lookin for presents.
den perry complained that he was hungry.ate yoshinoya.nice.
den perry want to eat ice cream.in the end nvr..haha lousyyyyyyyyy
den wanted drink starbucks but realised dt we had drink alot of stuff b4 dat le so mrt to eunos...on the way.both emoin haha....he yawn den cry den i also cry
but i fake him i yawn.=)
den while in the bus............emoin all the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
cry cry and cry....i think he used to see me cryin le haha.he say i can go be actress
want cry jiu cry...
den home sweet home.zzzzzzzzzzz
evening emo again ,cry when bathin.my usual routineeeeeeeeeeeeeee
=)=)=)=)=)=)

sometimes i really sick of walkin the same rountine alone...
falling and falling make me sick of gettin myself up again.
do u noe there's time i hope someone who could lend me their hands to help me up...
but no one there?otherwise u help me up and push me down again.makin me more heartbroken???sometimes i really want to give up living........
my mother is the main reason why i am breathing..eventhough she dun love me as much as my sis....but i still movin on.No one noes.how many times committing sucide have come through my mind for the past two years......i dunno why i will end up being like this
I feel like i'm jus a clown...puttin on a fake smile eventhough i not happy.jus to make others happy.and not even rantin when i am not happy.......being a laughin stock of them....tolerate the bad comments given by the ppl.......all i noe i am standin alone.perhaps i am not fit livin.wastin the oxygen,wastin the space......
nothing in the world are meant for me even though how much i try....

2009-03-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

yohoooooo.finally choir camp is over .tiringgggggggg
sing sing and sing.......the best part isssssssss i got sore throatttttt
dangdangdang...............................
first day got 3 hour choir practice and den games and WMWYCS is a tradition haha
lazy to explain wad's dat =)
second day 3 hour of choir practice and choir exchange with 2 others skl
today 3 hours of choir pratice.tirin.mr goh torture usss.haha
sing until i blurrrrrrrr ..................
den got mini concert.choir sing not really nice....
cause of the tempo of our set peice is like the slow version.....ewwwwww
but we have done so much better in temesak room=)
we really show great improvement hopefully we could acheive a silver =)
i think other PA also done very well.......
Band was nice=)
Contemp was cool =)
Indian dance cute =)
angklung was style =)
haaha
we were all workin so hard so dun let our efforts goes to the drain =)
MAy all of us good luck in SYF
all the camp photos and videos i will upload soon
cause too many abit lazy anw change my blogskin haha
getting so tired nowadays.
wondering why do they like to act so muchhhhhhhhhh.....
totally disgust meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
just cut the act dun like den dun like still act as if they all so close
dumb......................
talk to ppl also dun talk nicelyyyyyy.
wad u all have is jus status nth elseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
anw i feel dat i driftin apart from this pathetic world
feel so lonely inside.
ever since u ask me whether we should give up on this friendship....
we seems not as close as b4...
u tend to keep things from me and make me feel forgotten.saddddddd
mr halim and mr fong also not close leeeeeee......new ones come old one fades..
haah maybe i bein sensitive.idk.i always like dat de.
vanathi and rakin.also not close with them leeeeeeeee
lalalalalalalalalallaalala
u told me that u felt tired as u feel dat u needs me more then i need u..
but at my point of view i felt that i needs u more than u do....
every friendship i do treasure...
treat it so seriously.......
when there's come to no choice........
endin the friendship is my last resolution......
even though i am sad .i am angry.but i jus wan to stop sufferinnnnn
how i wish i can stop thinkin all this crapsssss

2009-03-07T07:32:00.000-08:00

yohooooooooo so long nvr update le.........
anw back from camp.not bad quite fun i like kayaking for 3 hours and zipline =)))))
cool.......lazy to elaborate further........is jus so fun when i dun need to study haha....
anw thx to wish me happy bd and give me presents.....thx so much appreciate lots...................
hahaha.i am 15.so old.anw change my blog skin and stuff.
so lazy to update nowadays..haha
u see i lazy to post le.haha
weird me.i used to love bloggin one lol hahaa.
k la dun blog leeeeeeee
haah...anw i got sun burn became darkerrrrrrrrrrr
anw INstructors kenneth,vanessa and miss lai and weishen rox...all so cute haha
camp are fun with dem aroundddddd
hehe laughsssssssssss

2009-02-20T06:44:00.000-08:00

1 week nvr post le...lots of stuff happen this week but cant really rmb...
so jus talk about today bah...
First peroid Emaths..mrs ng not here..worksheet again.....Zzzzzzzz
Second:Physics...bored..got fire drills.....my piglet was burnt haha
Third:SS..did presentations
den recessss
forth:amaths......ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR..worksheet!!!!!
fifth:english..pretty fun haha
last period:ve in the hall...we got camp...ya ha
tons of hwsssssssssssss this week.....
owwwwwww
next week test too ......
today kind of moody toooo...
this week sux toooooo.....
nobody knowsssssssss........
i wan to feel wanteddddddddddddddd!!!!!!
dammmmmmmmmmmmmm.......
all this stupid things are jus so irritating......
owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..
life suxxxxxxxxxxxxx................
dammmmm

2009-02-13T07:03:00.000-08:00

This week SUX BIG TIMEEEEEEEEE
I really feel exhausted about each and every single stuff
Studies?Results?Friendship problems?choir?Backstabbing?Stress?
my results are Oh so good******wad de helll....buck up mannnnn
Friendship dun wan elaborate I think i made myself clear enough
Choir??people are acting all around just like watching tv drama =)
didn enjoy going choirrrr...seriouslyyyyyyyyyyy
backstabbing??can u pls kindly stop talking bad about me?????what did i do wrong???
did i offenddd you???please get off my life ...dun make life difficult for me...give me some peace won't you...........
I really feel so terrible insideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
not a very nice feelingssssssssssssssss......
just felt so exhausteddddddddddddddddddd
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2009-02-07T00:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

So OLDDDDDDDDDDDD leeeee.....

hahas....

may all ur wishes come true!!!!

grow taller=)

got a bf =)

score well for exams=)

love yaaaaa

oh well shall talk abt wad happen today...

wake up in the early morning...met perry and went to sp for meeting...

he went for his meetin while i go for my meetin.....

didn noe it was jus a short one...went to eat mac with honey after dat

talk crap as usuall...but FUNNNNNNNNN

went tm with the usual ppl....

watch inkheart and bought presents=)

haha.nth much le la..bye

2009-02-06T06:00:00.000-08:00

yohooooooooo peeposs....
back to blogginnnn....
it's friday again so i'm here to blog...
this week is packed with test...
emaths,ss,geo,chem....FAIL for allll
haha.....................STRESSSSSSSSS..as if i will...but kind offf....
anw today choir improve quite alot....claps*
altos got to work real hard....boys are improving.sopranos are just so good.....
anw as the avp for choir..i think i really have no commitment to it...haha...
too bad...wanted to help at times...but they even tell me anything b4 hand....
so why bother to ask when they have no intetion to tell me????
anw it's always like datt.zzzzzzzzz
freakkk...that makes me dislike choirrrrrrr....like obvious.....
hahassssss
nth much le bahhhhh
i wan go the china thingy..hopefully my mum allow =)
kk
nth to blog le la...bye

2009-01-31T04:12:00.000-08:00

我們的愛 - 陳孟奇／姚惠敏
曲︰陳孟奇
詞︰吳慶康

女︰手交給你一生交給你
在你眼裡看見我自己
直到白頭誰都不會離棄
永恆看得見幸福在心底

男︰牽你手心相伴一世紀
我會永遠承諾保護你
直到我們連皺紋都老去也會讓你開心不哭泣

男︰我們的愛沒有四季
每一分鐘都二十五度Ｃ
我們的愛今生不渝
天涯海角也都會有痕跡

男︰我們的愛心有默契
不管是誰會先停止呼吸
AVE MARIA

女︰手交給你一生交給你
在你眼裡看見我自己
直到白頭誰都不會離棄
也會讓你開心不哭泣

＊合︰我們的愛沒有四季
每一分鐘都二十五度Ｃ
我們的愛今生不渝
天涯海角也都會有痕跡

＃合︰我們的愛心有默契
不管是誰會先停止呼吸
AVE MARIA

女︰讓我看仔細
男︰永遠不要忘記
合︰所有好心情壞脾氣
苦與樂都珍惜
重唱
＊,＃

合︰AVE MARIA

changed blog song...nth much happen today got meetin early in the morning went parkway after dat with nona,fakhrul and junghao...
byeeee

2009-01-30T07:17:00.000-08:00

yoho it's fridayyyyy...
finally end of the weekkkkk....phew....
everybody is stresssseddddddd...mant cts next week....
haha good luck man.....
today was fun i think lazy to explain muchhh....hahassss...
choir audition today..i thought it will be like very scaryyyy....
but not reallyyyy...so not so badddddd........
tmr need to go skl for meetings.......owwwwwwwwwwwwww
nites ppl

2009-01-27T04:55:00.000-08:00

Happy MOOOOOOOOO Year!!!

haha so ppl wad u did for these fews dayyS?????

hahaha...lets talk abt mineee

Sunday

-went to cousin hse to eat tuan yuan fan.....all grown up already =)

kind of weird to see them...cause we onli meet once in a year.....

pathetic riteeee.....haha..but not quite bad bahhhh...

after dat went for midnight movie at bugisss...

cab to bugis with sissssssssssssssss to meet

ldr,pingguo and hubby around 10 plusss.....

suppose to meet them at like eight plussss......but sth happen

shall not elaborate =)

so hubby and apple cant join us for the movie....too lateeeee

so before they leave we went Mac to eat ice creammmmmmmm

yumyummmmmmm....but nvr finish eatin surprisingly.....

perry told us some stupid jokesssssssss...

but quite funny though.....

den we go to the cinema thereee......

haha me and apple attacked perryy.....

u noe ....i noeeeeeee....haha.....

den apple and hubby leaveeee....

den we go watch our movieeeeee...

sittin with perry is like so pssssss....

laugh when nobody laughinnnnnn...Zzzz

but he entertained a lady beside him....laughs*

not meeeeee...a stranger=)

den cabbed home with him.....

Yesterday

stayed at home.....

mother 's friends cameeee

fun...played with the kidsssss....but abit noisy...

But they are just so cutezzzzzzzzzz

Today went to aunt's houseee bai nian

dunno wad to describeeeeee....

and i ate steamboat for these 3 dayssss.....owwww

so fatttttttttt

den later to my mother's friend house

and HOME sweet HOME=)

pics to entertain u

Ba guaaaaaaaa...non-halal=))) SNACKSSSSS

her name is feifei...so cute riteeeee

theyyyy are alsoooooo cutessssssssssss

THE END

2009-01-24T05:09:00.000-08:00

lalalalaaaa.it's saturday!!!
so lets see wad i have done today....
em went to vivo to do last min shoppin....
bought a polo tee..den walk walk....
den walk to harbourfront bought a piglet chain from gift a name..
den mrted to paya lebar.....
makan and then went this fashion......
bought a jumper and bermuda and a skirt for my sis
home sweet home dennn
anw met 2 weird lady anw.....
shall not elaborate..it's not my prob anw......
haha
tmr goin to cousin 's hse...go there every once a year...
hopefully i can go out with perry and gang for night movieee
lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
bye people

2009-01-23T06:54:00.000-08:00

awwwwww....back to blogginggg
so far sec 3 life was ok ba....still can manage......
but not so funnnnnn......
kk lets talk abt wad happen this week bah...
mon and tues nth much bahhhhh
wed...choirrrrr..more secs 1....and they actually forgotten abt me...
saddeninggg.....
thurs went for rehersals for CNY after skl.....
choir sing quite badly cause it was the first time we try with the track
today...i could say it was better den yesterday...=)
b4 dat got a surprise Amaths test and got eng summary test....
results should be"very nice"roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
play with minki and nona during recess....fun...they cheat lol....haha
anw i saw ur blog and didn mean to oppose u or wad...
but i dun think wad u say is fair to us....
we really did not choose the ppl who are closer to the cmc members...we ask for volunteers...
but no one replied...so we choose...is not the usual ppl...really....
anw why bother...diff ppl diff ways of thinkin rite....
life is weird..ppl are always expecting other ppl to understand........
awwwwwwwwwwwwww
tiring.....no matter wad to do is wrongggggg...
arghhhhhhhhh

2009-01-16T20:17:00.000-08:00

its Saturdayyyyy!!!!!!!!
yahaaaa...so long nvr post leeee......not busy is tiringggg
kk...lets talk abt this week..not so bad bahhhh
but the things is it was the second week of the skl...i get punished le=)
not onli dat i cried.....Zzzzzzzzzzz...but mosst ppl thinks dat i cried because i get punish from mr ho but not really la...cause i was moody in the morning due to some stupid things she had said..
but i hold my tears....but who noes i freaking lucky to be called to ans de qns i dunno.....so.....ROARR
ya i cant even SALVAGE myself....i will always rmb this pathetic word...Zzzzzzz
but kind of disappointing....nvr in my whole life i am the onli one who get punish.....i break my recordssss=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((
but all i could say is my fault......anw i still so uselessss....stillll cryyyyyyyyyyyy....Zzzzzz
although it does not solve anything but it makes me feel better.....
thx honey for lendin me her shoulders.....
den yesterday choir was okay....stayed back to talk to mrs channn....coooolllllll
anw for those ppl who kept thinking that choir could get silver for SYF....
ask urself dis...you are not even working hard to acheived our goals den wad you expect the others choir members to work hard.....Zzzzzzz..crap uu.........
anw choir is improvin...attendance was great....we jus need to be more seriousssss=)
so JYJY.....

den after choir went to canteen to wait for rakin farees dey all....go bbt shop but full......so we went to playground....den dey play catchingggg.......hahassss
we are still young kidssssss=)
anw bye ppl

2009-01-12T05:39:00.000-08:00

finally my blog is done....gimme a tag anwww...
hopefully is nice...skl was fun but tiring...
i could say that all my teachers is very nice and funny
and choir was nice todayyyy...no MEETIN obviousss.hhhhaha
den stay back awhile with some ppl to discuss abt choir stuff..nice =)
nth much happen to much too say.....
short simple sweet post....
bye ppl

2009-01-03T07:55:00.000-08:00

today went back skl for duty....
not bad i think..get to wear blazer..hahas..but like so biggg....
many cute pri skl kids haha..saw familiar faces also=)
cheered for atikah,guoping,keewei,jiboon,hairl,junghao they all when they recieved their
bursary..hahas..so funny.....anw b4 dat was doin my duty outside hall...
haha just usher.funn..when duty finish chatted with moses,jafri,fathuraman(i dunno how to spell)
and alexxx...so fun la was joking around..den moses become my*lover*so cutessss...
den went to councillor room..den moses show us magic...haha...so funny den perry they all always see through his tricks..hahas..cant be magician next time=)gheeeeezzzzz
den went sp after dat with nona,perry,hairul....chat chat...joke around and say dirty stufff...hehex=)ate kfc plussssss ICE CREAMMMMMMMM...
nth much i suppose

2009-01-02T04:26:00.000-08:00

Yohooooo...first day of sklllll...
tiring day for me...
get to noe my new classmates and form teacher and subject teacher..
the moment i get into the class...
i got this feelin of STRESSSSSSSED...
dammm...so i beeter study like a big fat nerd...haha
den went to have duty for sec one orientation..took class 1E....
quite tiring.................
anw tmr still got duty for some bursary thingy at 12.15
and mon tues got cca,plus orientation......Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
k la...nth to post le.......bye ppl
anw thx huijun'sbro for the piglet and pooh keychain

2009-01-01T00:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!
owwwwwwww....skl is starting tmr...
anw hope in the year 2009...
everybody happy,healthly,richy,smarty,and not emoing..haha....
kk...and guess wads MY HONEY IS COMIN BACK TONIGHT!!
i miss her so badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....haha
kk lets talk abt wad happen recently....

30dec
Happy birthday to sis...haha
went for pl thingy......
was quite fun i guess....but it would be better if honey is here....

31dec
meet perry at sp at 1
qc and huijun joined us...and we off to bugis...
shop shop shop for perry stuff..
first he went to buy watch.....
and the sales girl tot i am his gf if i not wrong....
den perry was like sayin she's my sis..laughs*****
den walk here and thereee....den later guoping and zhenghan join us.....
den qc and huijun went to city hall....
den went mos burger to eat...
so funny....cracked so many jokes....
perry asked us sth.
perry:u all wan to watch ponyo ponyo the movie
all:laughs******
me:porn?????????
hahasssssssssssss damm funnyyyy....
and perry went reddddddddddddddd
den teased guoping with ahemmmmmmmmmm
haha....so funny..... la..den after dat went arcadeee...
play de bb machineeeeeeee
and i cant even see the thingy....so onli 41 pointsss...patheticcc
den walk walk den zh and guoping gtg....so me,sis and perry decide to go tm...hahas
the journey was fun....perry super lameeeee
den perry bought skl shoes and water bottlee...
den shop shop went home eat dinner..haha..saw yueting anw....
den went out again at night...
wet to eat haagen daz.yummmyyyy
den off to near marina bay there.drive pass there...and hopefully can see fireworks...
we managed to watch it from far...cause jammeddd....anw i send msg at 12..but jammed alsooooo
k la....nth much to say.......bye ppl

2008-12-28T07:44:00.000-08:00

yoho....skl is starting soon...not prepared yet...
kk lets talk abt today =)
went to eunos pri at 2p.m to get my bursary...
saw ppl from skl too...sat with zixuan my old bestie in P3...hahas
den went pp to look for leo and gangssss.....
haha
went arcade.....play car racing...
first time me and my elder sis play with two little boys.....
we lose to them psssss.......but luckily still third haha
second time play with younger sis and one little boy
i still lose to him psssssssss...but luckily still second....hahass
indirectly insulting my both sis hahasss...
play bb machine twice...
first time lost to jaye 2 marks or 4 marks cause of that bb stuck there..Zzzzzzz
second time lose to leoo......lalalaaaaa..
but got improve bah
117 not too badddd.....den walk walk walk ...makan...joke joke..was fun though...
tmr got meetinn....hahas...good luckk

2008-12-25T06:43:00.001-08:00

Merry X'mas to all

Happy Birthday to Ameliah and Zhenghan =)))

went out with perry and zh to marina square today....alot ppl cant make it last min...so...Zzzz

meet perry like 12 30 den cross de over head bridge to the other bus stop....

saw wantien..she's getting prettier =)))))))))

den bus to eunos den trained to city halll.......

went to mph first cause perry wanted to use his mph vochers...

he bought two books...

den walk to marina square..zh stalk us...walk behind us without we realising ittt...hahasss

went to watch bedtime story...nice movie toooooo

hahassss...den shop arounddddddddd

and meet sis.....

Perry caught this piglet for me...he catch it at the second try..hahas

sis bought me piglet for xmas....thxxxx
hubby bought me this for x mas....piglet glass figurine

eeyore for my sis up comin bddats all...haha

2008-12-21T03:56:00.000-08:00

yoohooooo..it's a sunday...
woke up at 12 plus todayyyy...hahasss
den went toa payoh to eat western food.....
yummyyy.so fulll
den went to my mother's friend shop..
very pretty i could say.....she offered my sis job
1 hr $5 which mean $30 a day..and she only need to work in weekends =)
haha...den went to marina squareee...
plannin to buy piglet but nvr buy...
haha..but i will buy it soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.........
and my sis wan eeyore and tiggerr....
hahas..skl gonna reopen sooonnnn
haven done my maths hw
and LDR u better teach me how to wrap bookssssssss
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
anw my mum have gone to watch soccer match..
thus i am here usin compppp.....hahassss
k la....bye ppl

2008-12-20T05:04:00.000-08:00

ohhhh..updatess=))))
went tm todayyyyy......
watch yesman...nice show i guessssss...
is so funnyyyyyyyyy..hahas
den went arcade den went home...nth much actually
.....

yesterday night went to changi airport for swensen
hahaa...i think the swensen there dislike me or maybe i dislike dem
hahas....i accidentally spilled my cup of water again..
so embarrassingggggg.....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hahasssssssssssss
emmmm......x'mas round the cornerrrrr...
will piglet santa appear??????jk........
bye ppl

2008-12-16T00:54:00.000-08:00

jus feeling bored....thus come to blogg....
i have a sudden urge that i dun wanna grow up.....
is a foolish thinkin uhhhh....
jus wanna stay short simple and sweet....
no troubles,no worries leading a happy life=)
jus wanna turn back timee...
i realised i dun like the life i having now...
fighting for sth that dosen worth fighting forrr.....
i rather everything also dunnooooo...
but in the mean time..i feel like growing up faster....
earn lots and lots of money...
go travel around the world aloneeee....
do stuff i nvr tried before....
help ppl who are in need....bring happiness to themmmm
can i ever make it?????wonderinggggg
alot of stuff is running through my mind nowww...
for example

Qns1.Do people have rights to hate others?????
In my opinion i think that ppl have the choice to hate others but not the rights to hate others..
you can choose to hate the person or not..but not assuming he/she is jus as bad as u think..nobody is perfect.hating a person cause she's not pretty??hating a person cause u think he/she steals ur bf or gf or ur friends???????kind of childishhhhh...
to me i felt that is better if u dun hate..at most dislike =)

Qns2.Is there everlasting friendship?friendsforever??????
I have no ideas abt this yett

Qns3.is money everything??
No comments to that yetttt=(

more qns to goooo but dunno how to phrase it hahasssss
and oh ya i suddenly thought of sth..it's cuteee

Piglet Santa came on christmas gave me many many piglets from other countries for x'mas prezzie
owwwwwwwwww.........so cool ehhhhhh
but obviously i'm being unrealistic...hahassss
emmmmmmmmmmm anything else to blogg???????????
dun think so le bah..
so byeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-12-15T08:00:00.000-08:00

hohoooooooooooooooooo........
here to blog....nth much happen actually....
stay at home today....
my younger sis was like *xiao qiang xiao qiang*
means cockroach....den really appear in my hse....scaryyyyyyyyy
hahasssss.....
nth much happen le bah...oh ya jus cr8 a facebook acc for fun....
add me if u haf an acc....
kk
bye Oldies and Youngiessss

2008-12-12T05:47:00.000-08:00

yohoooo..here to blog....
em went out today...
went tm to watch bolt with daddy and sisterss...
the show was not so bad....
pretty cute i guess haha....
den jus walk around and went home hahassssss......
more movies comin upppp.......
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
emmmmmmmm nth more to post le bahhh.....haha
i noe i still owe my readers sth...
haven upload de pics yet....so sorryyyyy.
haha....
that's all OLDIES and YOUNGIES =)
stay tuned...hahasss

2008-12-09T05:26:00.001-08:00

Happy Birthday to Renee Eng!!!!!
yahaaaa.post again.....was tagged by RuS SELLLLLL to do this quizz.
since i am bored so i shall do it

1. Who are the people who tagged you ?
-Rus SEll...

2. Your relationship with him?
-Friend.

3. Your 5 impressions of him?
-Weird,emo,english pro,funny,emm i dk..hahas

4. The most memorable thing he has done for you ?
-tempted me to eat ice cream..hahas

5. The most memorable thing she has said to you ?
-BigBig?????

6. If he becomes your lover , you will ..?
-become his lover lol...dumb qns

7. If he becomes your lover , things he have to improve on will be ?
-be more happier????

8. If he becomes your enemy , you will ?
-idk..when times come i will noe haha =)

9. (Repeat Question)
-duh?

10. What is the thing you want to tell her now ?
Any present for me???hahas

11. Your overall impression of him ?
-funneh

12. How do you think people feel about you ?
-idk ...ask them

13. Characters you love about yourself ?
-Hyper

14. Characters you hate about yourself ?
-too petty,emo

15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
-Simply jus me..no one is perfect =)

16. For people who loves and care for you , say something to them too .
-love u guys too =)

17. Pass this quiz on to 10 people whom you want to know how they feel about you .
1.Nona
2.Perry
3.priyanka
4.Rakin
5.Huijun
6.Mayying
7.guoping
8.hengleong
9.fidah
10.Ameliah

18. Who is no. 6 Having a relationship with ?
-obviously my mummy huijun hahas

19. Is no. 9 a female or male ?
-A pretty girl=)

20. If no. 7 & no. 10 are together , is that a good thing ?
-Impossible =X

21. What is no. 2 studying about ?
-Anything he is interested in

22. When was the last time you talked to no. 3 ?
-last day of skl????long time ago.haahs

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 likes ?
idk..nvr ask him

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings ?
-2 brothers

25. Willl you woo no. 3 ?
-if i 'm a guy.why not =)haha i sound so ewww

26. How about wooing no. 7 ?
-he got someone in mind le...hahas

27 . Is no. 4 single ?
-for me to noe for u to find out =)

28. What is the surname of no. 5 ?
Tiangggggggg

29. What is the hobby of no. 10 ?
-Playing bb???

30. Where is no. 2 studying at ?
-macpherson Sec

31. Talk about something for no. 1 .
-my honey =)))))

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 ?
-dun think so

33. Where does no. 1 live ?
-Singapore and indonesia hahas

34. What colour does no. 2 likes ?
-lime green

35. Are no. 1 & 5 best friends ?
-used to.but now also bahhhh

36. Does no. 6 has any pets ?
-dun think so

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
-hahasss..laughhh*maybee=X

38. What is no. 10 doing now ?
-slacking?????hahas

emmmmmm kk..finish the quizzzz....today did nth muchhhhhhh...boredddddddd
went to eat dinner with perry at 6 30 with sis.........
he said he was already waiting for us.....Crap
when we reached there he jus cameeeeee.......wth
after dat went playground play.....he bully my sis....
my sis beat him backkk...haha styleeeeeee
perryyy is dammmmmm evilllllllllll anw.....
tricked us....while walkin home..
he said:where's my keys????
me:in ur pocket bah
he:dun havee.i think drop it at the playground dere
we went back to finddd.........
he:simin u take one is it
me:i nvrrrrrrrrr
he ran awayyyyyy waving his keyyyyyyyyyy
dammmmm himmmmmmmmm
hahas
anyone wan to watch movie???
Bolt?-yz and sis
bedtime stories?
twilight??????
hai jiao qi hao????
lalalalaaaaa

我觉得我还放不下以前的那份回忆。。。。。。
以前的好朋友见了面却说不出话來。。。。。
当时的意气用事，造成今天这样的局面。。。。
一点也不值得。。。
我现在才发现。。。
我真的不重要。。。。
没有了我。。。。。
他们依然快乐。。
他们终是无意中把我忘记。。
反而说我终是把他们忘了。。。。
别人终认为我自私自利。。把身边的朋友，独自占有
却不知道这么害怕失去的我。。害怕再次失去对自己很重要的东西。。。。
为了成全你。。才把这份友谊挂上了据点。。。

2008-12-08T01:01:00.000-08:00

edited the skin.....
hope it was nice....
will update abt my genting soonnn....
so stay tuned..haha

2008-12-05T04:50:00.000-08:00

yahaaaaaaaa...i am backkk.....
obviouslyyyyy........
will update more tmr.....
causeeee very tired.........
and 6i gathering look so funnnnnnnn.....
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
nvm.....
bye ppl

2008-12-01T06:13:00.001-08:00

8 more hours to gentingg....so fasttttt
will be back on friday =)
eeemmmmmmmmmm
nth else to blog le bah.......
bb..
ohya...hope 6i gatherin would be a success =)

2008-11-29T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hahaaaaaa...as usual no rottin at home today...
woke up 12 plus today which is so lateeeeeee.............
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...dunno why...hahassss.....
den ldr ask me wan to go find slk....
den off we go lol......den slk ask us want to go tm mah...
den ok ok jus go lol........
she treat us movieeee.hahassssss........perry treat us desserts......
i and ldr share mango paradise.....so niceeeeee lol...yummyyyyy......
den slk eat ice kachang bighead ng eat chendol.....
went to watch city of ember...not so bad laaaaaaaaaa...........
want to watch more moviesss..if u wan to watch ask me...hahas=)
have lots of fun today....hope there's is still other outings like dat...bye ppl =)

2008-11-28T05:03:00.000-08:00

YAHAAA...here to blog againnn....
no rotting at home today =))
went bugis with sis,baobei and daddy...
bused to eunos there and went to the cc there
cause need to hand in some forms.....
den my daddy is dead mus write deceased i nvr write
so dat lady ask me to write....
i was like thinkin how to spell deceased den i wanted to ask sis
but when i turned back she was outside the office.....
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
but i managed to spell it hahas.
den walk to eunos mrt with jas baobeii....
den trained to bugis to meet daddy.....
we was like waiting for him so long lollllllllllllllll.......
haha den we decide to walk around and look for him...
den we went back the movie ticket booth there..
got this lady came and ask us for $2 cause she lost her wallet and need to take mrt...
we was like stunned and jus ignored..is it very bad?????but is like also dunno
she is lying anot mah.cant blame
den daddy finally came....hahasss...
went walk walk around and went to buy popcorn and drinks and off to watch
beverly hills chihuahua.....
omg....so cute...nice show anw....hahasssss=))))))
worth watchin.....more movie in dec.....
bolt,bedtime stories blahblahblah..........
den walk walk again...jas and sis bought sth...
i nvr...sobbssssss.hahass jk onli......
den went makan...ate pasta....den was like chitchatting...so funn.....
chat until 7 plus went to buy food for sis.....
den.....trained to eunos den bused home.....today was funnnnnnnn.......
enjoyed it........hopefully there's more trip like disssssss........
haha

2008-11-27T02:23:00.000-08:00

yo ppl........
hahass went to skl at 9 to do choir notice board =)
onli huishan meera and najah camee.....
emmm not done yet but i bet it's gonna be nice....
amddd oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
DUMB meeeeeeeeeeeeee
bought the wrong chemistry book...........
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i should buy pure not combine.......
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
so anyone haven buy books yet and is taking combine
can buy for me pure chem den i give u my combine science book?????????
if can tell me asap =))))))))))))))))))))))
anw i am reallllly dumbbbbb i supposee..........
maybe i lost my patient waiting for the books for so longggg.....
and the stupid noise made by that bloody machine...hahasssssssssss

2008-11-26T01:49:00.000-08:00

yahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...last choir practice today isnt it so cooolll.....
dun have to see idiotic faces again =))))))
but still need to go back skl at 9 tmr for notice board thingy......
nvm.........
oh anw choir was quite ok today..miss tan not hereee..
mr goh =)))))))))))))))
i obviously enjoy singing....
anw went to sp with sis and yz after choir...
went to eat kfc..haha..yumyum...we crap alot..so funnehhhhhhhh
den walk around at popular and fair price...
saqid some lame thingsssssss.......gheeeessss
but is not so bad ..........
i wan to watch beverly hills chihuahua......
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
nona cant watch with me
anw for goodness sake ..wan to talk behind my back so loudly might as well talk infront of me softly....Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
so wad i am AVP????isnt it jus a title for me...have u all ever regarded me as one??????
i noe i give u guys black face at times...but u are the ones who gave me that weird look first...
i dun really like the way u guys treated me.i dun feel happy...
wad u all noe how to do is biased and make decisons within urself without discussin with others?????will this make u a better leader?????nahhh i doubt so......
& FYI i am not quiet or someone who doesen speaks up...
when i give comments u didn take it into consideration when it was say from others u all agreee
super lolsss.....
u think as if i nvr done anything for choir????FYI again..
i doin Sec one orientation video alone..de 50 disc cover for FWp i did it alone too even though i am sick at that time.....
who help?????when u all does not wan to do things like notice board /annoucements jus throw it to me in-charge...i din wan to turn down to give u an idea dat i bossyy or wad....... sometimes i dun even noe wad u guys wan me to do in the first place...jus put me in charge????
if i have a choice i wun wan to be AVP too.seriously its sux workin with ppl like u.....
happy song turns out sounding like sad song when singing it...
i jus wan to make great friends in choir not enemies....
hate me if u wan i dun like u either..
as u noe nobody is perfect...
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalallllllllllaaaaaaa
lalalalalalalalallalalalalala
lalalalalalalalalalalalallaalla
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaa
lalalalalalalalalallalalalalla
llalalalalalallalalalalalala
lalalalalalallalalalalalalla

Unhappy =((((((

2008-11-24T06:48:00.000-08:00

haha jus realised sth i was tagged by rakin and ameliah to do a quiz!!!!!!!!!!!

Quiz!

#People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.

#Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are TAGG cannot refuse.

These people must state who are the people they are tagged by

#Continue this game by sending it to other people!

- Nona
- Hengleong
- Jade
- Perry
- Farees
- Jaye
- YZ
- Russell

1.What have you been doing recently
- Choir???rotting???

2.Do you ever turn ur cell phone off?
-Yes...why not =)

3.What happen at 10.00 am today?
- Sleeping..Zzzzzzzz..thus nvr go choir...guilty*

4.When did you last cry?
-cant rmb i cry very often

5.Believe in fate/destiny
-yup =)

6.What do you want in your life now?
-Happiness,peacefulness

7.Do you wish to make relationships complicated?
-so complicated for wad..i rather simple and sweet hahas

8.Are u wearing anything u borrowed from someone?
-nahhhhhhhhhhh

9.What was the last movie caught?
-madagascar

10.Does that person noe u like him/her?
- Obviouslyy

11.Who always makes you laugh?
-Piglets

12.Do you speaks other languages? other than english?
-Chinese?Piglet language??????

13.Favourite websites?
-www.blogger.com

14.What are you doing tmr?
-CHOIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15.What do you think u are like?
-Fun?petty?naughty?emo?

16.Who would you choose to die with?
-Piglets

17.Where have you been today?
- HOme....

18.What game do you play often?
- Dress up games =))))))))

19.Who are u Missing rite now?
- HUBBY,HONEY,DADDY

20.If u have to choose a friend and a love, who will you choose?
- I am greedy so can i have both???

21.What are you doing right now?
- Answering the question

22.Which primary school are you from?
- Maha Bodhi School

23.Name 3 colours that you like.
- Sky blue,pink,purple

24.What emotions do you like to show?
- =)

25.What is life to you.
- idk?????????????

26.If u have somthing troubling you, what will you do?
- Sleeppppp..ZZZZZZ or ask ppl for comments

27.Who did you last chat on msn today?
- emmm.....alot ehhhh

28.Who do you admire the most?
- Piglets

29.Which month were you born in?
- March

30.How are you feeling right now?
- Guilty for not going choir????weird????

31.What is the time right now.
- tigertime

32.What kind of person do you think the one who tagg you is?
- Heh! FUn ppl

33.What colour do you use to dye ur hair?
- Nahhs, I didn dye. But brown if i want

34.Why are you doing this quiz
- Cause i am bored

35.What do you do when u are moody?
- Cry in the toilet,blog?

36.At which state do you wish to get married?
- what u mean which state????

37.Who is more important to you?
- Family

38.If today is the last day of ur life what will you do?
- Jus wait and die =)

39.who is/are the person you trust most?
- piglet..he will nvr leak out my secret =)

40.do you believe in seeing the rainbow after seeing the rain?
- Yup i seen dat many times

41.If u have a dream come true what will it be?
- No such ppl who make life miserable for others.

42.What is your goal for this year?
- Practise hard for SYF? Do well in studies?Havin good friends.no worries..HAppy?

43.Do you believe in eternity love.
- Not really

44.What feeling do you love most?
- happy and love

45.What feeling do you hate most?
- Emo?Abandoned?neglected?

46.Do you really think its global warming right now?
- idk..

47.do you like doing quizes?
- kind of

48.Do you believe in GOD?
- maybe

49.Who cares for you the most?
- My mum

50.what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Be Happy

51.What will you bring when you fight?
- Myself?

52.What have u regretted doing in ur whole life?
- nvr say i love u to my dad b4 he leave

53. What do you do if nobody care for you any longer?
- Die...no point livin

54.What will you do if ur girlfren/boyfren two-times you?
- give him *nice nice*

55.How do you feel now?
-Sianzzzz
ohhh done anw i didn went for choir today cause overselpt.....hehes
guilty shall blog later

2008-11-24T06:23:00.000-08:00

here i am bloggin again......
anw yesterday went to confirm with the agency le......
goin genting on 2 dec -5 dec......
4 days 3 nights....like so longgg
anw went for choir today.....
got another instructor...emmmmm...she's ok bah..
but i still prefer mr goh..i always prefer him...hahassss
after choir she* says that whoever late or nvr bring scores or nvr bring file mus pay 50 cents..
isnt like band rulessss....
and as a commitee member i didn even noe..no discussion???useless.....
this rule will be a failuree......FOR SUREEEEEEEEEEEE......
den u ask ALL committee stay back and u "chased"me and hs out..crap...
pls specify the next time okayyyyyyyyyyyy..............
anw good luck to mee........choir noticeboard i wonder howwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....lazy to think abt it also...crapppppppppppp

2008-11-22T07:03:00.000-08:00

yo......changed my blogskin and songs and other stuff.....
nicee??idk for u to comment =)
today did nth much i suppose....
went to sis skl help her buy uniform with sis........
b4 dat went bbt first den went to skl to wait for sis.
chatted with slk...haha she still so cute and funny la...
we was talkin abt 6i chalet thingy...
me:u sponserin the chalet ah
her:yup
me:how much?
her:100 dollars
me:wow..really?
her:yup.u going?
me:nope
her:WHY???
me:I going malaysia i think
her:oh perry leh
me:got camp i think
hahasssss
den after dat follw her to the staffroom...
other teachers was asking her where to go for lunch later...
they said kallang airport..she say dun want....
so hot.later sweat like hellll...haha so funny.....
her table all in a mess againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
laughsssssss........so long nvr meet her le...
she also tell me mdm cheong and mdm yeoh not going for 6i chalet...sadddd=(
i aso cant go...haha
anw last but not least
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YONGZU DADDY!!!!!!!!!!
so old le...hahas.olddiesssss...
may u find a gf soon!!!!
i want a mummy can =)
nth to blog le....
sayonara

2008-11-20T05:43:00.000-08:00

here to blog..........didn when for choir meetin ,choir and fwp
cause i am Sick....
oh yaaaaa..and some ppl is talkin behind my back thinkin dat i dunno wad de shit dat she had said.......u think dats was a excuse????????????
plsssss if i wan to find an excuse i might jus sayyyyy
emmmm i am dead...u should attend my funeral instead of fwp..........
get it.........think b4 u sayyyyyy....u noe u could hurt ppl feelings???????
u think u are so great or waddddddddddd....nvmmmm i shalll not give
a fcukin damm to u.......
i wonder wad choir without good good senoirs like jasmine ,yongzu and sis........
miserableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
now goin choir is not as fun like b44444444444...
i miss the timeeeeeeeeeeeeee in the pasttttt........
unlike now...........ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

wad else shall i blog............ohhhhhhhh...i finally cut my hair....shorttt....
nice.....haha..nth to post le bah.......bye

2008-11-17T03:13:00.000-08:00

yo ppl..sudden urge to rite my life story..even rakin also rite le..haha
i shall rite den

020394:i came alive...to this world.........hahas

Nursery:
i was 4 years old.studying in parkway parade kinderland music skl.....haha...it was real fun.i guess...and noe wad i like to pee...still rmb got one time..i cant hold my bladder and i pee in class...the teacher carry me to sit on the dustbin..not small small kind.is real big ok...so ps......
always go to skl and go home with sis.and my mum will wait for us at our hse downstair to bring us home with our favourite food.my happiness begins...

K1:
I start to make new frens..got to go to com labs..and have to go for piano lessons which i sux at it....everytime i juss anyhow play lol.....so crap..teacher go through wadever notes..i also dun understand haha...i still led a happy life den

K2:
nth different from k1..jus dat i am graduating..hahas..but i still have a happy family

P1:
Joined MBS....since my sis also studied there...got to make good frens and stuff....love my form teacher super lots..Miss Kok Li ling....all i could say she's a real good teacher.really like her like hell..but there's one time i was accused of talking..and i got punished..super sadddddd.....i dun like it...I still led a happy life....back then my mum is still a hse wife.and cook for us good food.haha

p2:
My Class is omg.really pro..chase away dunno how many teachers?hahas classmates still de same.nth change...i still led a happy life

P3:
ohhhh....still having the same classmates?had mrs betty tan as form teacher.she was strict but funny....even though she's quite scary she's a very kind teacher?i was learning divisions at that time for maths.and i dun even noe how to do it..but she teach me so patiently i get it.so good of her..oh ya and mrs ho i think as eng teacher...she beat me once with her super duper long ruler
ouchhhhhhh...cause i didn manage to finish the listening compre....lolss..and oh ya..at abt the end of the year..my super loved granpa died.i didn cry i dunno why....he died at the sars period not cause of sars but liver cancer..due to too much smoking....i could still rmb when my daddy bring us to CGH.whereby we cant go in but to wait downstair for my daddy to visit grandpa cause of the sars...oh ya...at that time i think my parents marriage starts havin problems?often quarrelled abt money..but daddy still dote us as usual....

P4:
Disater year.....Beginin of the year....granma died too..i cried...sadd.but she died peacefully in her own bed in my cousin hse...saddening....den my daddy health had some probs too...from diabetes he got heart attack instead.staying in ICU for dunno how long...he had surgery..
when he came home...i feel wierd..he's full with scars dat left behind after the sugery but i still love him as much as i always do...but no long after..one night..when he's sleeping.he vomitted on the bed..cant move....it frightens me and my older sis....he vomitted and vomitted...i tried to call my mum..but she was busy working,thus the phone is engaged..it was so frightening....we didn noe wad to do.but luckily.he was okay after awhile....but when my mum came back.she realised my dad cant move and mum decided to send him to CGH...and guess wad.he got stroke....
the very next day.we went to visit him...he didn talk the usual way he do.he was tied up to his bed...den the next next day.his condition worsen.he cant even talk...he want me and my sis to untied him..but we were not allowed to do so.he was like giving me a helpless look i didn noe wad to do at that point.few days after..we recieved a call from my aunts and uncles....say that he coulden make it anymore...so we rushed there...seein his heartbeat beating 90 plus...8o plus...70 plus.....60 plus....50 plus..i was so worried that it may go to 0 at any point of time...they ask us to say smth to dad before he left...i didn say anything to him..i lost at words..and i think i regretted...if i was given a chance again i will tell him how much i love him..but he didn die yet...
it was onli at the night he went....mum recieved a call from hospital..both sis was sleepin.while i was half awake ..den my mum came home after few hours
and i saw her packing his stuff and den i get it........... from dat onwards i realli hate CGH

P5:
jus a normal year for me....nth much happen no more happy family...

p6:
PSLE year..haha..small case...playin catching every recess was fun...i made great frens..is a year that i learn alot of things.....i shall not repeat it bah......haha.there's happy moments and sad moments..rmb every single one of dem..can forgive but nvr forget......I got super lots of besties

Sec1:
Joined Mpss...not so bad..meet ppl from other races and stuff..joined pl and choir..enjoyed everything to the fullest.eventhough emo at times... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Sec 2:
A year she felt neglected...she could not understand friendship....when she's need a shoulder she didn noe who to look for..she cry silently..without lettin ppl noeing...she's sad inside..ppl calling her crybaby.but i didn care.although crying dun make things get better but it makes me get better......broken promises..ppl backstabbin..ppl talk abt me.hates abt me???so wad....i didn want to give a damm.i tend to more positive towards negative sides.and try to think for others.although it making me crashhhh at times..at least i do spare a thought for others.....and i realise ppl are different we live not because the sake of others rite????choir is still my passion....i enjoyed goin there cause i like singin.....not cause of anything else now..although ppl in there who are makin me so sick of it...i will go for the sake of Mr goh.i didn wan him to be disappointed....peerleaders..no comments....go for the sake of goin..lost the passion in it.....

Sec3:
idk..............hahas....

i write cause feel like writing not cause i wan ur sympathy thank you...anw blogger had been a best fren of mine..its keeps my good and bad memories.haha...
i shall write abt today....went for choir.and altos.Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
den went sp wif vanathi,rakin and minki....nth to post le..toodles

2008-11-16T05:36:00.000-08:00

back to bloggin...

yesterday went to TM with hubby,ldr,guoping and hl..

watch madagascar.quite funny la........

anw guoping play the racing car thingy so pro lol.

win the uncle so many times..the uncle so bu shuang.

haha saw many piglets yesterday..

den walk walk ,play arcade nth much liao....

bused home with ldr and guoping.....

traffic jammed...............

den perry was talking so loudly....

den suddenly got this topic

perry :你们懂现在他们把classroom paint得超级白.

me and guoping:laughs like hell

me:u scold bad words!!!!!!

perry:laughs

haha damm funny la...

then home sweet home le......

then today went to takashimaya.......

walkwalk...saw many pigletsssssssss..........hehe..super cutesssssssssssss

let u see some photos wad i bought today bah

No pigletttt!!!!!!!!!!!Saddist

My piglet necklace..thx sis

My sis piglet cum pooh hp strap,thx to me

My piggiessssssssssssssssssssssss

My collections

Haha stupid sign ...so small..didn realise and we went to sit there

and the security chased us away...hahas........ps......theres choir tmr

lalala

2008-11-14T04:54:00.000-08:00

went for choir today early in the morning 9 o clock...
melody room was super duper cold 16 degrees...
cant find the control
mrs fawzie say if band members they would put it back to the oringinal place...
In the end we tell her it was the band members who switch it on...
she was like.........hahas
now i really like the way basses and sopranos are sounding....
tenors there's still room for improvement....
altos not really nice...dun really like it.....
after choir no meeting...
thx god..hahas went to canteen and do de slide show with christine...
vanathi help me buy my books...
really love her <3hahas
but still got some books haven buy yet......Zzzzzzzzzzzz
nth to post i suppose??????
my days is like usual???
boring one?????????
nona at indonesia cant pei meeeee..............sad=(
miss her so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-11-12T04:55:00.000-08:00

6I Class gathering 2008...
FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
although ther's onli 11 of us....but is still quite nice laaa....
shall blog more when i grabbed the pics from jingjie =)
and i didn went for choir today =)
cause happy enjoying at chalet...abit guilty..hahasssss....

to the UNKNOWN guest..
is not that i agree with u.thus i didn reply...
is jus that i cant be bother...
but now i replyin u cause i dun like u taggin my blog.....
So wad if u pretty or wad it wun affect me at all rite?
everybody born in the way that they are supposed to be
i not gonna join beauty contest...
so why so bother about my looks..as long as i happy with it..if u dun like..not my prob....
jus Shooooooo...get a life man...Zzzzzzzzzzz

2008-11-08T20:44:00.000-08:00

08-11-2008 a date to rmb =)

haha.was havin super ultra fun after so long long long............................

we went to bottle tree park...less den 15 ppl went...

most of the time we were like slackin lol...

me,huijun,maying and honey do the second shif for one hr......

after dat we go catch fish and take pics...damm fun

when catching fish we was like so crazy..

huijun is de one holding de net...

Me:huijun there got fish...

HJ:wherer where i cant see...

den got this boy boy keep on copy where we go and snatch our fish den mayying got piss off

MY:boy boy can u stop snatchin our fish...

haha so damm funny one lol.we keep on ask huijun go here and there..make her blur liao...

cant even see where the fish is..laughs*

den abt 7 plus.we have to perform de bohol dance..damm funny one....

den b4 our performance got this group of young boys.

performing the jumpsyling i think...

dAMMMMMMM COOLLLL feel like learning haha...

finish performance den go back skl...

me and perry go makan after that...ask my sis too...

ate chicken chop....

after dat went playground..talk.

not really talk ...we were singin instead...

den perry farted.....Ewwwwwwwww lol...

always like dat one....

kk den today i went plaza sing..shop shop...

my sis bought her dress and heels for prom nite le...

i also wan a dressssssss.............

den nth much le bah...i was tagged by mayying to do this quiz.......

Rule #1 People whu have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets? Obviouslyyyyyyyy

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you? why not =)

3. Do you enjoy goin to school? yup=) but is better if there's no exam

4. Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone? obviously is bein loved

but i prefer lovin someone.hahas

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? obviously...i madly in love with her already..hahas

6. Who is currently important to you? family,piglet,honey,hubby,ldr and friends

7. Would you give it all in a relationship? yup=)

8. If the person whom u loved once or now is attached,what will you do? idk

9. What is the most important thing in ur life?PIGLET =)

10. What will you do with a billion dollars? give half to my family,another half to do voluntering

work in overseas and singapore too.den open a piglet stall?or a cafe?

11. List out 15 person which you can think of right now.

-Piglet

-Honey

-Ldr

-Hubby

-MY Daddy

-HJ Mummy

-Piggy Daddy

-Jasmine baobeii

-OSH sis

-Mummy

-Vanathi

-Huiting

-Renee

-Huijie

-Javier

12. Is there anything that has make you extremely happy? obviously...PIGLET

13. What makes you happy? PIGLET =)

14. What makes you angry? bias and life isnt fairrr

15. Favourite colour(s)? sky blueeeeeeeeeee

16. What is your view towards love? sweet and bitter

17. Love or like? wad qns is dis?

18. Would you stead with a guy whom you knew less than 1 week? Unlikely

19. How are you feeling right now? idk

2o. Tag 5 people for this quiz to pass on. hengleong,joellen,priyanka,perry,nona

kk..last but not least picsssssss

We Love Daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I looked so OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OPPSy DopSSy

L.O.V.E

JUMP

and i gonna miss NONA HONEY!!!!!!!!

she's leavin today...back to indo.....

only gonna meet her next year.....